the emoness returns
its been awhile...
hmmmm life has been alright lately. but i still think i'm expecting too much. i do that a lot and then i just set myself up for a let down which really pisses me off. i like what i have right now in my life but i always want more. and right now i do want more with a few certain things but i know it wont happen and i just have a letdown. i'm tired of it. i'm also tired about when i'm with my friends. not my close friends but other ones, good ones but not like scott or ryan. they always make me feel as if i'm 6 years old. that really pisses me off because 99% of the time, i'm older than all of them. i'm treated as the little kid and i wanna just punch someone in the face. so gay. i'm pissed off, i need her to make me feel better. its just not happening. this isn't what i want. i'm tired of having to be that one
hmmmm life has been alright lately. but i still think i'm expecting too much. i do that a lot and then i just set myself up for a let down which really pisses me off. i like what i have right now in my life but i always want more. and right now i do want more with a few certain things but i know it wont happen and i just have a letdown. i'm tired of it. i'm also tired about when i'm with my friends. not my close friends but other ones, good ones but not like scott or ryan. they always make me feel as if i'm 6 years old. that really pisses me off because 99% of the time, i'm older than all of them. i'm treated as the little kid and i wanna just punch someone in the face. so gay. i'm pissed off, i need her to make me feel better. its just not happening. this isn't what i want. i'm tired of having to be that one