Jan 17, 2007 22:43
i had a bad day today.
i woke up after a nice 6 hours of sleep.
walked into school and sat in the cafeteria with janeice sadie and shelly.
i just didn't feel like i wanted to be in school today.
then i fell asleep in art of film and fucked up on my movie quiz.
after that i went to memoir and wrote up my TTTC exam.
i only got two questions finished in class and i felt really rushed.
but janeice stayed after school so i got to finish it up.
i still felt really rushed.
then i was in a bad mood from being rushed.
i turned in my paper to mrs P.
beck was in the room.
i fucking hate beck.
he is ugly and has an annoying voice.
i want to fight that fucker.
we left school and chilled with riley at janeice's.
ryan came over later.
it was fun for a while.
it got boring fast.
we sat in her kitchen for a long time.
i don't like to say this but when i hang out with ryan and janeice...
...i feel like a third wheel.
i hate that feeling.
then brendan came over to do something with his iPod.
we sat in the basement.
gave riley a ride home.
sat in the basement.
ryan left.
i left.
i came home and read some comments on one of ryans posts.
he talked about getting high and i commented saying weed is good.
shelly replied to my comment with: ohmigod. shut the fuck up, dumbass.
>> to that i have to say: no. you shut the fuck up. because you shelly paul used to smoke weed all the time. weed isnt bad for you.its certainly not good for you. it does make you dumb but not instantly. and its a hell of a lot better than cigs. i wish i knew the old shelly instead of this one. i heard she was a lot funner to be around.
sadie replied to my comment saying: this is the reason ryan is a college student and you are failing high school
>> my reply: you do drugs and drink too sadie. ryan is a PSEO college student. good for him. college students drink and do drugs to. its part of growing up. and im not failing highschool you cock tease bitch. im getting all A's actually.
sometimes i wish i never came to know all the people i know now. it seems like they all would have been better off not knowing me. at least thats what it feels like when im around them. i am sorry everybody. i really am.