Apr 03, 2005 11:24
Dayum... tis been a long time since my last update. *must think of an excuse to calm all my loving "fans".....uh......... I was rolled up into the katamari and was sent to the moon..... yes........ exactly..... WELL what the fuck have I been up to? Have'nt seen the Laura in two weeks, it really sucks.... I really miss her. I haven't hung out with dillon for a really long time either. I just hung with rabern and dogan the other day tho, that was fun. Dogan is the hexxa 1337 sauce at Katamari Damacy tho. I feel inadequate at his 1337ness. But there is a reason that I haven't been hanging out with anyone. My parents have really been getting on me about my grades. I pretty much live home alone now tho. Cause I only see mom on the weekends when she comes home. And my dad and I really dont talk. He says a few words to me in the morning sometimes. then we prolly converse for about 5 minutes total when he gets home at night. It's weird. It almost feels like I am totally alone now. Because for the most part, I don't have anyone. My folks are never really there for me unless they feel the need to bitch about my grades or tell me how suicidal they think I am. I never really can hang out with freinds anymore, cause I never have rides anymore. And with Laura working and all that, she is usually too tired to talk to me that much at night. It really sucks. But thats why friday night kicked so much ass. It was just me with a few freinds hanging out. Making jokes. Laughin. Rollin up old ladies into a huge cosmic ball. Just what freinds do. Well fuck me twice and then leave me for a man who could last longer. my pancake is done. Talk to you guys later.
P.S. with my newfound lack of life, I will be posting alot more, for those who actually read this.