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not much to do right now, so i figured i'd throw in an update. playing ians team in an hour and a half. we're gonna take em down!! kill em!! hah, yea right, our team sux. they're gonna school us. i wish i could be on a good team and just smear them, but o well. at least i'll be playing hockey with them.

school today was meh. i did good on some test quizes and whatnot, but it was reeeeeeaaaally slow. oi. padua didn't have school, grr them, and so many schools have off tomorrow, double grr!

tomorrow is Valentines Day. uuuuuugggh. depression city. holy-increda-ugh-age-ness-ive-icity. its full of the extremes... love-hate, happiness-depression... oi vey (by the way i still dont know what that means). neway, i dont really like VDay yet. well its not that i dont like it, just that i cant get the full experience from it and its just like ne other day to me. phhhbbbb. yea, ok. bye now.

"its so nice
sitting very still
in a room wheeere
noone else can feel

the pain
that breaks
my hhhheeeaaart
each day

i'm not ok
sunlight throught my window
lets me know
that i'm still alive

why'd i ever
let you inside
my heart
i am such a fool

paint my face
in shades of colored gray
and take a seat
right next me

but i should have known
that you
were a killer
but now i'm dead"
~senses fail - one eight seven

"good byyyyyyyyye!
good byyyyyyyye!
goodbyyye

dont remember of
a cold dark night.
and you could feel
that something wasn't right

that niiight
many haerts di cry
when we learned
we had to say goodbye

goodbye stephen
goodbye dear friend"
~senses fail - stephen