finally!!!... an update!! for all u striving fans.
well i haven't updated since wednes day. i'd like to say that theres alot to say, but there may not be, so i apollogize ahead of time if there isn't. ok so lets get started.
Thursday: dont remember too much from thursday. all i really remember is hopiung it would snow all day in school. then that night i had to work really hard on this annotated bibliography that was originally due friday pending on snow. however i remember i didnt really work all that hard cuz every now and then i would take a quick break and run out and measure the snow depth. haha! not really that funny, but it is when ur hyper on 2 cans of dr.pepper. neway. so friday...
Friday: finished my paper early in the morning, played SOCOM, then went to sleep. woke up to snow!!! yea!!! no school!!! wenbt to mikes called "the kids" or "Shocker Squad" to those up to date with the names... then we went sledding for about 10 minutes up at monkey hill. not gonna go into detail about nething that happened after that cuz i really dont wanna talk about it. so i'll skip right to Rockwood. Sledding at Rockwood. mike, me, ted, scott. yes thats right scott is back, well at least we hope so. had a hell of a fun time sledding. made a BEAUTIFUL ramp at the bottom of the hill... only problem was there was a immovabl;e carriage in the way, but it made it bvetter cuz u either had to stop urself or bail b4 u hit it. it was better for u when u went down, cuz everytime u could see how close u could get to the carriage without hitting it. or, even better, getting alot of air off the ramp and then stopping close to the carriage. top quality stuff it was. then that night we went to Best Buy. got brendan SOCOM, Network Adaptor, and a router so he could play online qwith us. HAHA!!! we're making an army!! well, sorta. neway. Slept for the night, cuz my face was real sore and my nose was killin. for reason that were left out in a previous portion.
Saturday: a great day!!! woke up, played some SOCOM. then went to mikes then back to my house then to Rockwood again. we've come to the conclusion that we shant go to monkey hill ever again. except for grass sledding. its always empty that time of year and we have the place to ourselves. neway. it made me feel good to see all those kids still enjoying our ramp we made the day b4. still VERY intact by the way. did some jumerizing, racerizafying, battlafyingment, and much much more. well not really, that was actually all we did. then that night, ted and i went to the grange for the Breaking Pangaea show!!!!!!!!! the sounds were there too, and this awesome band from TN: Feable Weiner. all amazing bands!!!!!! Great Great GREAT show!!! got a Breaking Pangaea shirt and sticker (free), talked to the lead singer/guitarist for Feable Weiner, pretty damn cool guy. met manda there, right after sounds set, saw a bunch of people i knew: eric, todd, manda, merideth, some freshman vinny always talks to, then skip up the list a bit more, and i saw, haven't seen him since 8th grade... ALBERT!!! AH!!! then i came home and slept cuz i was still in a small amount of pain.
Sunday: church in the morning. while i'm on the subject of church, i gotta get some shit out there. i'm starting to wonder bout this whole thing. yes i beleive theres a god. my only problem is how do i REALLY know which religion is right? just cuz we beleive we're right doesn't mean we are, cuz every other religion feels the same way. how do we know jesus was really gods son, not just some wack-job that everyone beleived b/c he could do tricks. if someone were to do stuff like that today and say he was god, we'd trhrow him in the loony bin place. and what i worry about even more is, what if i die, and there is no heaven. just nothing. u die then thats it. no wings and harps or actual after life. just blah. well this is kinda making me weird, so i'm gonna move on. so later in the day i watched Pulp Fiction, since i saw it on HBO on thursday b4 school i had to watch it all the way through. good movie. i dont think i did much sunday. slept, watch movies, played SOCOM (obviously). really not much else... this is one of my more normal updates :)
Monday: we had school. sigh. i was quite disappointed. as was the school. the only real good thing was english class. mr quinn was like "well since we were supposed to have a snowday today, i'm gonna treat it like one. we're not gonna do nething." YAY!! mr. quinn is my hero!!!!!! well one of the many. i do have many. like mr quinn, mr nicky vav, vinny, and the like. neway. there wasn't much after that. just some SOCOM and sleep. cold is coming back... GDI!!!
Tuesday: finally we come to today. drawing the journal to a closer to an end. woohoo!!! i know ur all happy. cuz my hands are cramping up.nothing happened in school today. on,ything really to say is that i have to get my course selection form signed by q-dizzle in the morning b4 homeroom. hopefully that wont be a hard task.
so i'm worrying about myself lately. i keep getting sick, hurt, and being weirder around people. its good and bad. obviously the sick and hurt are on the bad side. but lately i have found it easier in school. i'mn not so worried about what the other kids think. i think its cuz i actually have a good group of good friends at school. and in my chemistry class theres a bunch of the "cool kids" that actually think i'm cool... so i guess tyhats a good thing. i didn't really notice this till i had to do a presentation for dever a couple weeks ago and i was able to talk without my usual nervous drymouth and rambling and "uhs" and whatnot. then i realized it when people actually talk to me, or laugh when i say something thats funny. then i pull the george castanza and stop on the highnote. realized all this when i'm in spanish, rying to piss off my teacher cuz shes mean. but i'm also worried. if u could see some of my more recent drawings u might be too. i mean theres the not so odd SOCOM drawings in two of my notebooks, one a thai guy with a glock, and the other a blizz terrorist with a M82A1A. then today i drew a M82A1A in my spanish book. still there cuz it looked kinda cool. then there was the drawing in my plan book... more of a diagram. it was a gun... the a plus sign... then a picture of a head... then an equals sign, then in big letters "FUN!" yea disturbing stuff eh? then i anime class i drew some guy mowing down one guy with a 9mm sub machione gun in one hand and blowing another guys head off with a shotgun in the other hand.. not too scary tho is it?
on a random note i dont think mike likes me too much. it seems whenever he wants to say a story, he tries to make me look as bad as he can. and he never really wants to hang out with just me... he only wants to do stuff together if someone else is there, or if we're not doing it together exactly. and the only time he says nething to me online is "get on SOCOM" or UT or "look up this persons profile for me"... i dunno, seems like he talks to everyone but me. seems like alot of my friends are avoiding me lately. noone says nething unless i says something first. i dunno. for once i'd like to be the person who gets the "HEY!" or something. ian and drew are the only ones who do it. yea whatever. theres not much more to say, cuz i'm tired of typing... ok then, bye!!! FINALLY!!!!!! woohoo!!!
Things to do:
1. wakeup
2. go to school
3. come home
4. hang out
5. eat
6. do homework
7. update journal
8. talk to bonnie (in progress)/ caitlin / SS(?) / mike / vinny (in progress)
9. play SOCOM <-------------- going to later....
Thursday: dont remember too much from thursday. all i really remember is hopiung it would snow all day in school. then that night i had to work really hard on this annotated bibliography that was originally due friday pending on snow. however i remember i didnt really work all that hard cuz every now and then i would take a quick break and run out and measure the snow depth. haha! not really that funny, but it is when ur hyper on 2 cans of dr.pepper. neway. so friday...
Friday: finished my paper early in the morning, played SOCOM, then went to sleep. woke up to snow!!! yea!!! no school!!! wenbt to mikes called "the kids" or "Shocker Squad" to those up to date with the names... then we went sledding for about 10 minutes up at monkey hill. not gonna go into detail about nething that happened after that cuz i really dont wanna talk about it. so i'll skip right to Rockwood. Sledding at Rockwood. mike, me, ted, scott. yes thats right scott is back, well at least we hope so. had a hell of a fun time sledding. made a BEAUTIFUL ramp at the bottom of the hill... only problem was there was a immovabl;e carriage in the way, but it made it bvetter cuz u either had to stop urself or bail b4 u hit it. it was better for u when u went down, cuz everytime u could see how close u could get to the carriage without hitting it. or, even better, getting alot of air off the ramp and then stopping close to the carriage. top quality stuff it was. then that night we went to Best Buy. got brendan SOCOM, Network Adaptor, and a router so he could play online qwith us. HAHA!!! we're making an army!! well, sorta. neway. Slept for the night, cuz my face was real sore and my nose was killin. for reason that were left out in a previous portion.
Saturday: a great day!!! woke up, played some SOCOM. then went to mikes then back to my house then to Rockwood again. we've come to the conclusion that we shant go to monkey hill ever again. except for grass sledding. its always empty that time of year and we have the place to ourselves. neway. it made me feel good to see all those kids still enjoying our ramp we made the day b4. still VERY intact by the way. did some jumerizing, racerizafying, battlafyingment, and much much more. well not really, that was actually all we did. then that night, ted and i went to the grange for the Breaking Pangaea show!!!!!!!!! the sounds were there too, and this awesome band from TN: Feable Weiner. all amazing bands!!!!!! Great Great GREAT show!!! got a Breaking Pangaea shirt and sticker (free), talked to the lead singer/guitarist for Feable Weiner, pretty damn cool guy. met manda there, right after sounds set, saw a bunch of people i knew: eric, todd, manda, merideth, some freshman vinny always talks to, then skip up the list a bit more, and i saw, haven't seen him since 8th grade... ALBERT!!! AH!!! then i came home and slept cuz i was still in a small amount of pain.
Sunday: church in the morning. while i'm on the subject of church, i gotta get some shit out there. i'm starting to wonder bout this whole thing. yes i beleive theres a god. my only problem is how do i REALLY know which religion is right? just cuz we beleive we're right doesn't mean we are, cuz every other religion feels the same way. how do we know jesus was really gods son, not just some wack-job that everyone beleived b/c he could do tricks. if someone were to do stuff like that today and say he was god, we'd trhrow him in the loony bin place. and what i worry about even more is, what if i die, and there is no heaven. just nothing. u die then thats it. no wings and harps or actual after life. just blah. well this is kinda making me weird, so i'm gonna move on. so later in the day i watched Pulp Fiction, since i saw it on HBO on thursday b4 school i had to watch it all the way through. good movie. i dont think i did much sunday. slept, watch movies, played SOCOM (obviously). really not much else... this is one of my more normal updates :)
Monday: we had school. sigh. i was quite disappointed. as was the school. the only real good thing was english class. mr quinn was like "well since we were supposed to have a snowday today, i'm gonna treat it like one. we're not gonna do nething." YAY!! mr. quinn is my hero!!!!!! well one of the many. i do have many. like mr quinn, mr nicky vav, vinny, and the like. neway. there wasn't much after that. just some SOCOM and sleep. cold is coming back... GDI!!!
Tuesday: finally we come to today. drawing the journal to a closer to an end. woohoo!!! i know ur all happy. cuz my hands are cramping up.nothing happened in school today. on,ything really to say is that i have to get my course selection form signed by q-dizzle in the morning b4 homeroom. hopefully that wont be a hard task.
so i'm worrying about myself lately. i keep getting sick, hurt, and being weirder around people. its good and bad. obviously the sick and hurt are on the bad side. but lately i have found it easier in school. i'mn not so worried about what the other kids think. i think its cuz i actually have a good group of good friends at school. and in my chemistry class theres a bunch of the "cool kids" that actually think i'm cool... so i guess tyhats a good thing. i didn't really notice this till i had to do a presentation for dever a couple weeks ago and i was able to talk without my usual nervous drymouth and rambling and "uhs" and whatnot. then i realized it when people actually talk to me, or laugh when i say something thats funny. then i pull the george castanza and stop on the highnote. realized all this when i'm in spanish, rying to piss off my teacher cuz shes mean. but i'm also worried. if u could see some of my more recent drawings u might be too. i mean theres the not so odd SOCOM drawings in two of my notebooks, one a thai guy with a glock, and the other a blizz terrorist with a M82A1A. then today i drew a M82A1A in my spanish book. still there cuz it looked kinda cool. then there was the drawing in my plan book... more of a diagram. it was a gun... the a plus sign... then a picture of a head... then an equals sign, then in big letters "FUN!" yea disturbing stuff eh? then i anime class i drew some guy mowing down one guy with a 9mm sub machione gun in one hand and blowing another guys head off with a shotgun in the other hand.. not too scary tho is it?
on a random note i dont think mike likes me too much. it seems whenever he wants to say a story, he tries to make me look as bad as he can. and he never really wants to hang out with just me... he only wants to do stuff together if someone else is there, or if we're not doing it together exactly. and the only time he says nething to me online is "get on SOCOM" or UT or "look up this persons profile for me"... i dunno, seems like he talks to everyone but me. seems like alot of my friends are avoiding me lately. noone says nething unless i says something first. i dunno. for once i'd like to be the person who gets the "HEY!" or something. ian and drew are the only ones who do it. yea whatever. theres not much more to say, cuz i'm tired of typing... ok then, bye!!! FINALLY!!!!!! woohoo!!!
Things to do:
1. wakeup
2. go to school
3. come home
4. hang out
5. eat
6. do homework
7. update journal
8. talk to bonnie (in progress)/ caitlin / SS(?) / mike / vinny (in progress)
9. play SOCOM <-------------- going to later....