all better again

[toffeemilkshake]

ok like not so long ago a was all sad an gutted about me an joseph splittin but now its all good. a met a charmin (yeh rite) incredibly pretty boy at the art skool on thursday nite an we hit it off amazingly. its pretty messed up cuz obviously a still have fond feelings for joe but they seem to have changed in meaning now i have my pretty art boy. should i have moved on this quick? fuck knows but it is so much fun. mayb its so easy because joe seems to care so little or mayb its because a succeeded in drinkin maself over him....anyway a suppose it doesnt matter an a should jus go with the flow..yes i still miss him but it has changed from a 'desperate longin for him to walk thru the door, take me in his arms an tell me we'll b fine' to a 'what we had was really great an a wouldnt change it for the world( well apart form wen we had the flat) but its time for me to get on with ma life' way..
anyway am off to bed as a have work in the mornin, god livin in kilwinnin is possibly the crappest thing ever!
xxx