hate art, is bullshit
ugh am so annoyed with life, cannot handle this stupid final major project any longer, i have a month left pretty much and it is not going well. Is completely hopeless. I spent about three hours last night taking photos on chris' digital camera (sorry craig its me who has it) and now i cannot download them onto the computer, is fucking useless. (chris doesn't like me swearing apparently its just not me, well quite frankly i don't fucking care). Have already spent about £100 on stuff for project in about a week. Don't have time to buy new canvases so am having to paint over stuff from last year. Is shit basically.
Feel like could cry.. and probably will later :(
Am having to try and make thea feel better about the project as well cos she's not feeling good about it, which is very difficult when she is constantly poking you or trying to get paint on you and leaning over saying "why are you doing that? I liked it before!" etc etc, so i get mad and lash out at her and now apparently i'm a bitch.
Wish i could see you people a lot more, i know im building a reputation for not having time, being to busy but am under so much pressure right now its insane, so kat and people i'm really sorry. Especially to Heather cos i've only seen her once since she got back. xxx
Feel like could cry.. and probably will later :(
Am having to try and make thea feel better about the project as well cos she's not feeling good about it, which is very difficult when she is constantly poking you or trying to get paint on you and leaning over saying "why are you doing that? I liked it before!" etc etc, so i get mad and lash out at her and now apparently i'm a bitch.
Wish i could see you people a lot more, i know im building a reputation for not having time, being to busy but am under so much pressure right now its insane, so kat and people i'm really sorry. Especially to Heather cos i've only seen her once since she got back. xxx