effin eff...
i just realized its not freakin worth it, it probably never was and even if it ever was it will never be again. so here i go...looking forward to getting out of this place for a couple of weeks. looking forward to going home for a couple of weeks, though i had to cut my time at home a lil shorter than i'd wanted, oh well. looking forward to not having to be stressed out about every little damn thing for a couple of weeks. not looking forward to when that two weeks is over though, cuz it only gets harder from there...