sitting in bed, i couldnt sleep..

[toelykid]

so right now is one of the times when i wish we were sitting in the road like we used to (spitting of the pretzels would depend on if you had any, of course)..

or singing 'valentine' at the park, while we were swinging..

or we going away to visit your grandma for a little vacation..

or standing front row at a local show..

or eating cheese sticks in your kitchen, and just talking..

or camping in your backyard..

or talking about boys, and how dumb some are..

or swimming with you on a camping trip..

or canoeing with you..

or even trying to decide "who put the horse up there?"

things sure change, dont they? ...

wow just the last 2 years have been crazy.. i cant even think about all the stuff that has changed.. its weird, and all the things you once relied on, gone. and the things you looked forward to, are also gone.. the things you had faith in, gone. the things you trusted in, gone. the things you loved, gone.

blah.. im tired. im goin to sleep. up early tomorrow.

dont mean this all towards you.. i just was thinking about how things used to be, and you were a big part of how they were...