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i just woke up like almost an hour ago now.. couldnt sleep, so i decided to get online.
frank was online, he told me he likes someone else.. im not sure if that bothers me or not. after all the crap we went through after breaking up.. i dont think it does, i mean i still love him, but not the same way at all. i dont think i wanted him back or anything, its just like weird to hear him talking about giving her a special mix tape, and hoping she likes him back and stuff. and even though i broke up with him, i dont like the thought of him dating other girls and stuff. but maybe this is good.
i dont want to love him like that anymore, and i really dont want a boyfriend right now.
i know we are way different. and that it just doesnt work. so some parts of me are happy that hes moving on, and stuff. but still kinda not. and i dont want him back. so thats why this is so weird to me.
confusing things suck.
ack. bleh. blah. :\
frank was online, he told me he likes someone else.. im not sure if that bothers me or not. after all the crap we went through after breaking up.. i dont think it does, i mean i still love him, but not the same way at all. i dont think i wanted him back or anything, its just like weird to hear him talking about giving her a special mix tape, and hoping she likes him back and stuff. and even though i broke up with him, i dont like the thought of him dating other girls and stuff. but maybe this is good.
i dont want to love him like that anymore, and i really dont want a boyfriend right now.
i know we are way different. and that it just doesnt work. so some parts of me are happy that hes moving on, and stuff. but still kinda not. and i dont want him back. so thats why this is so weird to me.
confusing things suck.
ack. bleh. blah. :\