NO LJ CUT... GET OVER IT
well hey guys!!! long time no talk. you guys, stop asking about what everyone would do if you died! STOP SCARING ME!!!!! i dont need/want any of you dying... so quit. please. :-D lol! stay safe. dont drive or joy ride with nathan, lol! im so excited for spring break... it starts friday... we dont have school that day! yay!
since ive been gone from LJ:
1-Me and Tony broke up after 1 year, 11 months, and 8 days.
2-My mom might or might not be diagnosed with Lupis (i'll let you know)
3-I've started to watch Germantown Soccer uh-lot more... i love soccer.
4-Met a new boy...sorta. (lol)
5-Started to hang out with the soccer boys.
6-Been sick
1. Yes, the dynamic duo is "broken up". It's weird... but it really is what I need. He's been nothing but wonderful and amazing to me... he's been great. I'm 17, he's getting closer and closer to 20. I know age is just numbers... but I'm looking more at the stages we are at, or atleast me personally. I'm ready to find myself and not just the girl with the boyfriend. lol. I still love him, but I guess its just time for my space. I don't know... I was very upset about hurting him... but I'm better and not stressing out over it all. I've got to life my life according to me.
2. My mom got $1000 worth of blood work done, I dont know, she could have Lupis. Just wanted to add this one in there somewhere... its been an added stress to this household. I don't know whether to think she's over doing it and lying or what... we'll see by the end of this week!
3. Ahh. I've always played church soccer, but I think you have to quit at like 14? Idk... theres an age limit and I havent played since then or really watched it... and I never knew I missed it as much as I do. I love watching this sport and supporting Gtown... I love our boys!
4. There is so much controversy (sp) about this break-up as it is... but to stir a new boy into the mix... oh its deadly. My friend, Ashley Brown, graduated with uh-lot of my friends last year. We were pretty close and we had UHLOT of fun together... tons of parties! She always had my back... ahh i love her no matter what. Anyways, she was really serious with this guy- Caleb- last year. Long story short, they broke up after 5 months. Okay. So in highschool, friends don't mess with ex-boyfriends. "chicks before dicks" Well, whatever. So... me and Caleb started to talk around Valentines day and I guess I started to have feelings for him... but I never acted upon them. I figured if I had these feelings for Caleb, it wasn't the right time to be with Tony... on top of the stuff I was feeling with me and Tony's relationship. I didn't break up with Tony "for" Caleb. He was a factor there towards the end... only because I felt strongly for him... not because I wanted to be with him, ya know? And I bet some of you ass holes are like "well you cheated before, whys it different now?" FRICKIN BITE ME! So... I really like Caleb... but I'm so not used to this dating crap and not knowing how the other guy feels. I don't know what to do about my break up with Tony... I just don't know. I'm also scared that I will never get back with Tony. ahhhhhh. I just don't know what to do.
5. My soccer boys! Jonathon Moore, Caleb, and Michael... man they are my soccer boys! I hang out with them uh-lot now and they've made me so happy. Although it's only a few people... its just nice having people to brighten your day like they do at school. It's awesome. I actually LIKE school!
6. Omg I was really dying.... I promise. (not really) But I seriously couldn't eat anything for like 2 weeks. It sucked soo bad. It was around the time of "THE BREAK UP" lol... before and a litle after. I couldn't eat. It was so crazy. If I could eat, my stomach hurt for hours afterwards. So I started to be able to eat... then my throat, nose, and chest bothered me. wtf man. lol. "wtf mate" hah ashley! but yeah. im gettin better :-D YAY! lol.
movies to see over spring break:
The Butterfly Effect. I'm gonna watch that again this break and hopefully buy it. I absolutely L-O-V-E loovve this movie. Yummm... ashton kutcher is my new love. love. love. :-D hahh!
Moulin Rouge. I'm about ready to see this movie... it's driving me nuts!!! ahh!
okay well I can't think of any others... i'll add more as i remember them! love you guys... i LOVE and miss you all!