eh.
Oh how crushes can crush your world, even if it's only for a day or two.
Granted it wasn't anything serious. But no one likes to be ignored.
I feel like I can't do the things I want to do because I don't deserve to do them. I feel like I can't live up to the thoughts or feelings I have because I don't feel like I have any legit experience to back it up. I can't write songs or lyrics or poems for my love never lasts long enough to compose a bridge. I can't draw or paint art because my love doesn't sit still long enough. I can't dance because I haven't loved long enough to learn the steps.
Am I taking my life for granted? Or is life taking me for granted?
(maybe I'm just emo, but this is my livejournal mothafucka!)
Granted it wasn't anything serious. But no one likes to be ignored.
I feel like I can't do the things I want to do because I don't deserve to do them. I feel like I can't live up to the thoughts or feelings I have because I don't feel like I have any legit experience to back it up. I can't write songs or lyrics or poems for my love never lasts long enough to compose a bridge. I can't draw or paint art because my love doesn't sit still long enough. I can't dance because I haven't loved long enough to learn the steps.
Am I taking my life for granted? Or is life taking me for granted?
(maybe I'm just emo, but this is my livejournal mothafucka!)