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Oct 31, 2004 11:32

I dont think I need to use names when I say this, because frankly, if you are guilty of any of this you should know. I hope this seeks out anyone who has made someone feel low or demeaned for no reason.

I hope you know that I wasnt the reason she didnt want to kiss you. I hope you know that I was trying, and I realize that the best friend and the boyfriend need to get along.
Therefore, I was trying, and I hope you know that.

I am not getting in the way, because I bet you think that. If anything is destroyed, I hope you know it was your fault. I introduced you two, and I have know problem with you having a relationship, because why would I?

I know you want me out of the way. But that isnt going to happen. Because I realize that the best friend and the boyfriend need to get along. I hope you realize this too, but from what I can tell you really, really dont at all.

I hope that you will try harder in the future, because if this lasts there is no way that we can avoid eachother. I realize that the best friend and the boyfriend need to get along.

I hope you know that this is really upsetting her. And I am trying. And you are not. I want you guys to work, really. I want to see her happy. That is why I am trying, it sure as hell isnt for you.

Why would you deliberately try and ruin all of our nights? Over a misturned mirror in your car? Your outburst was uncalled for, and I know you were singling me out.
ME. Me who went to that play to be there for you and your girlfriend who you obviously care enough about to make feel horrible for wanting to hang out with her best friend.

Id like to re-state that I am trying. You are not. It is important that we both try. Because I want her to be happy. You make her happy, for the most part, which is why I am trying.

Well, all I can say now is that I hope this will find all the people guilty of ever making someone feel like I felt yesterday. In the way, interrupting, in the wrong place. Because no one should ever have to feel like that. And I hope that everyone can please stop making people feel horrible for ruining whatever you think would have come of a simple car ride, or a movie, or anything. I hope this finds you. And I hope you will start trying too. Because I am trying. I realize that the best friend and the boyfriend need to get along.
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