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so I spent the last two hours
wondering why I had to take you out of my phonebook
and why Im not beautiful to you anymore.
and remembering looking at you without sad eyes.
and while I was doing this, I searched through my mind [and my cell phone] for who I could call to pour my heart out too
and the one person I found...
was no one.
why is the only one I can rely on an online-journal that you cant even express emotion in?
I want to accept that things never will go back to how they were.
but I just miss you alot-[alot]
and theres nothing your eyes that miss me too
wondering why I had to take you out of my phonebook
and why Im not beautiful to you anymore.
and remembering looking at you without sad eyes.
and while I was doing this, I searched through my mind [and my cell phone] for who I could call to pour my heart out too
and the one person I found...
was no one.
why is the only one I can rely on an online-journal that you cant even express emotion in?
I want to accept that things never will go back to how they were.
but I just miss you alot-[alot]
and theres nothing your eyes that miss me too