...and the day comes when you realize you have a problem and noone is here..
Well im in alot of shit. my mom knows everything in my life i have done wrong. anything involving drugs that i dont do nemore. involveing everything!!!and wat sucks is alot of my close friends told her. doesnt that suck!i feel like i have noone to go to cept the one person my mom has told me not to speak to. yea i know.but im grounded for who knows wen. but i think soon ill be able to hang with ppl like jessie,crystal but prob not jess nor alee. i also think if alee apoligies to my mom ill be one day alowed to hang with her with my mom knowing again and i have to gain rents trust back. again.
im sorry for everyone that got in trouble. i have alot of problems to deal with myself and im sure everyone that sees me in the near future will know that i am a different person because i am getting help.
I had fun with kyle,jon,alee,and katie this week. i really did.
and alee i love you. i wont be able to hang with u for awhile unless rents do not know. this sucks i know but i guess we just need to learn to deal with the shit. if u ever want to stop by u can tues-fri between 2-5 when rents arent home and stuff to say hey and talk. i will have the comp. back by next week and im sure we can talk on the phone but it prob wont be till tues after 11. i want u to call thou cuz if we cant see each other i still want to have our long convos cuz i dont want our closeness to end already. ur the only friend i seem to have and i think u are one of my bestfriends and we will get through this. and i love you!!
im in orlando. i get back sun. than i have to talk to kristin rents and than home. i got fired from my job so im in search of a new one. all cuz my mistake of takin off one day.but wat sucks the most i didnt get to work with anjelica. i think im going to go in there mon and talk to spencer or jason and apologize to matt. and try to get it back if not somehow i need a job like now!!!i think im going to turn my ap in regal and alee if u can do it too so maybe we can see each other at work. but yea im off. untill i get the comp back again..
im sorry for everyone that got in trouble. i have alot of problems to deal with myself and im sure everyone that sees me in the near future will know that i am a different person because i am getting help.
I had fun with kyle,jon,alee,and katie this week. i really did.
and alee i love you. i wont be able to hang with u for awhile unless rents do not know. this sucks i know but i guess we just need to learn to deal with the shit. if u ever want to stop by u can tues-fri between 2-5 when rents arent home and stuff to say hey and talk. i will have the comp. back by next week and im sure we can talk on the phone but it prob wont be till tues after 11. i want u to call thou cuz if we cant see each other i still want to have our long convos cuz i dont want our closeness to end already. ur the only friend i seem to have and i think u are one of my bestfriends and we will get through this. and i love you!!
im in orlando. i get back sun. than i have to talk to kristin rents and than home. i got fired from my job so im in search of a new one. all cuz my mistake of takin off one day.but wat sucks the most i didnt get to work with anjelica. i think im going to go in there mon and talk to spencer or jason and apologize to matt. and try to get it back if not somehow i need a job like now!!!i think im going to turn my ap in regal and alee if u can do it too so maybe we can see each other at work. but yea im off. untill i get the comp back again..