...at some point theres a time when your never there...
Mom and i got into it tonight after work. which blows.she made my self esteem go way low now. im like so frustrated and upset.and all that my mom told me was prob all tru too. i deno wat to do. im scared to think wat i could do!but im just i deno...and the one person i wanted to talk to i couldnt.she was busy i assume. well there were 2 ppl and one is busy and the other well i wish i could tell crystal but its the fact im scared to do so that too.
tomorrow ill prob stay home and write.my hand has ice on it cuz i have an anger problem that i couldnt control.so yea the only highlight of tonite was kyle S !!!<3
"the truth that come from you
seems to be all that i know"
"Your words effect me more than your ever know
to the point that i have nothing to live for"
"i really dont understand the meaning of friendship anymore"
and by the way wats more fucked up is having one person u wanted to talk to say there going to call and you wait and them not call and than see they talked to others on the phone. thanks alot!im soo upset and noone cares..it shows alot how i have no best friends or close friends in the world. maybe i shouldnt be here..why do i always seem to get friends that hurt me?
tomorrow ill prob stay home and write.my hand has ice on it cuz i have an anger problem that i couldnt control.so yea the only highlight of tonite was kyle S !!!<3
"the truth that come from you
seems to be all that i know"
"Your words effect me more than your ever know
to the point that i have nothing to live for"
"i really dont understand the meaning of friendship anymore"
and by the way wats more fucked up is having one person u wanted to talk to say there going to call and you wait and them not call and than see they talked to others on the phone. thanks alot!im soo upset and noone cares..it shows alot how i have no best friends or close friends in the world. maybe i shouldnt be here..why do i always seem to get friends that hurt me?