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you should just *see* what she (C_ra J_yce) posted, there at the end of her post. just Look at it and tell me what you think !
oh, it just makes me mad enough to piss blood. and i was going to give her a piece of my mind, but (surprise) she cut off my "to comment" privileges. can you believe? she can't stand to have somebody call her on her shit / she enjoys best to live in a tiny, unpoppable bubble of no-naysaying Bliss is what it is !
do you really think she'd go so far as to file a false police report about something mostly (though not *always*) carried out by mischievous Nigerians? somehow it seems about her speed. in any case, i hope she does, i hope they investigate (court order, eBay releasing ISP address, etc) and she'll do *once again* that thing i could never manage. to wit, make a fool of Cara Joyce.
all i seem to hear these days is bullshit about her "frugality" (it's *easy* when somebody gives you a house, when you take other people's shit, etc) and what a "victim" she is. oh that's a lovely one: i'm guessing she made up all this eBay nonsense just to "outvictim" me (my identity was stolen in January and i was impersonated in one form or another throughout the month of February). i guess she felt left out, but - hey - if that's the sort of attention she wants, she's welcome to my share, certainly !
but she's your friend and stuff, right? is that why you're reading James? to impress her?
have fun.
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PS. Since I posted the above this morning, my ebay account was hacked to the tune of about $7000. Only one other person knew my ebay userid and password. Only one person I know has a half-brother with a degree in computer engineering. Only one person was reported to the Roanoke County Police Department. I'll shake this off too, and there won't be any loss on my part, but it is sad to think that some people are so lonely and bored that they have to attack others on the Internet.
WHY do you think this might be about you? I thought you said you have no CLUE who your half-brother might be, that he was put up for adoption long ago in Virginia (a nrusing student?). If you don't know who your half-brother is, how pray tell could SHE? And besides me, just a short while ago, who else have you attacked via the internet?
I forgive you, as always, but it's not getting any easier...
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Do you honestly think I have time to put on "shows" for your girlfriend or anybody else? Whatever I read, whatever movies I see, that's something I do for myself. Life is too short for games.
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sitting here trying to remember Pittsburgh, all the late-nite duplication parties - Steelpole Bathtub, Doo-Rag - but i was drinking a lot then. and i think it was a half-conscious game to fight memory, to raise an Occlusive blind, a veil. once you see what's behind it, you may neverwish to see again...
i tap out the time in music, always have. how i know i'm clearly on the Other Side of Pittsburgh is that (don't laugh) Yo La Tengo album that hollered "MAY" in all its glory (icanheartheheartbeatingasone) tells me pretty much *nothing* these days. i went too far. hard as it is to admit, Cara was ... demystified to me by a sadly early date. i could've overcome the insults, even the odd case of her "Stepford Husband" / but once i saw clear through her, there was nothing left to sink my teeth into.
anyway, have a pleasant week (and your patience, as always, is appreciated).
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Syriously though, here's a chance to make ammends to your girlfriend (yeah, I know you two are broken up, but it's still fun to say). By "amends" I mean you help nudge along the process of stopping to kill each other (with WORDS). She took down what you took for an accusation, right? Now it's YOUR turn, a gesture, something other than seething hatred. I think you might consider taking down that ugly post about her party (that really was unfair: old pies might make somebody sick, but I'll eat my precious "Lulu" hat if they kill anybody). Sure, you've both had an accursed share of disagreements but this party seems really important to her. How do you think it makes you look to the world, to be such such a wet blanket?
Sleep on it!
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happy now?
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