Rainy streets.
Chicago is warm (comparatively) and wet. It feels clean.
I rode my bike to watchmen on thursday night... alone.
I left afterwards completely satisfied. I thought they did a great job.
I left the theatre and it must have been raining while I was in the movie because the streets were shinning wet in the moonlight. My bike was dry though so I really have no idea what happened.
I rode home and felt alive and alone. I hate being alone usually, I loathe it.
But I loved it at that moment. Perhaps it was the movie, or the streets, or something else in my life.
I'm trying to make a decision in my life. It's more than where I want to live, it's what is important to me. If I want to exist in limbo or start working towards the future. if I do want to start working towards the future, where should I do that from.
I am trying not to make decisions based on emotion. I'm finding that impossible.
I rode my bike to watchmen on thursday night... alone.
I left afterwards completely satisfied. I thought they did a great job.
I left the theatre and it must have been raining while I was in the movie because the streets were shinning wet in the moonlight. My bike was dry though so I really have no idea what happened.
I rode home and felt alive and alone. I hate being alone usually, I loathe it.
But I loved it at that moment. Perhaps it was the movie, or the streets, or something else in my life.
I'm trying to make a decision in my life. It's more than where I want to live, it's what is important to me. If I want to exist in limbo or start working towards the future. if I do want to start working towards the future, where should I do that from.
I am trying not to make decisions based on emotion. I'm finding that impossible.