May 21, 2006 23:13
i listened to seasons of love today. that song just makes me pissed these days. i didnt get that solo that i prayed to get ever since we got our sheet music. oh well. while i was listening to it i did a silent slideshow in my head of cms people and teachers. i got choked up and then i remembered sam coleman giving chelsea a huge hug at graduation and my tears went away. im so mad at him. i hope he gets in the play with me though. maybe then we can become friends again. he seems to have ignored me day after day while i was in his class. i smiled at him and tryed to make brief chit chat. he still ignored me. i think he thinks i like his ex-wife which i dont. she's mean. oh and just so u all no he left her. its not the other way around. i know because i've heard both sides of the story.
i miss the days while sam was at church. we used to play frisbee every sunday. and at vbs i watched him play badmitton with dee birkes. don't get me wrong i dont love him or anything weird. i just wish we were friends again. tell me im a freak. tell me that he's mean. i just want you all to know that sam coleman and mr coleman are two totally different people.