This sucks
I'm lonely and bored and this sucks. Every night is just finding something to do until I'm tired. I usually don't fall asleep until like 3:30 or 4 so I'm stuck in this contemplative, dead time shit. Say I decide to sleep early right? Well, when I wake up, I just have this time before I go to work. This usually revolves around T.V. I see why T.V. is important now. I've never watched T.V. before but now I do all the time. I'm usually watching g4tv. It's this dumb ass channel about video games. That or the food network. I try to watch movies if I can. I'm going to get the blockbuster rental through the mail. That'll help pass time. The weird thing is I don't have many friends anymore. I switched jobs and now I don't have friends. So I have to make new friends but I'm not good at that sort of thing. I did make friends with this girl named Jackie. It's nice and interesting because she's black. It's nice to have friends whom are a different race. It's interesting to see her interact with her black friends because it is a little different than with me. But she has a kid so I won't hook up with her despite her leading me on (I sware I won't). I'm really god-damn tired of all these whiny ass directv customers. My job consists of sitting on my ass and listening to people bitch so I can give them free shit. People suck and they're stupid. But they have good bonuses and insentives. I had a guy in my training class win a PS2. Kick ass! I didn't win but still...nice to know I CAN someday. Anyways, enjoy the GOOD things when they come ok? Just trust me, they disappear quickly. Like my dignity.