Jul 22, 2004 22:09
Well right now..my teeth are killing me!! i got some new rubberbands that go across my teeth so i look like hannibal again.its scary lookin and it hurts soooo bad!! i cant anything..but i get my braces off in freakin 2 weeks!! what now!! August 5!! and i get my retainer the 10th! wooo! im gonna be a sexy beast and i bet i can kiss better too!! wooo! better go test it out on eric..speakin of eric..the kid is on his way home from 6 flags, i hope he had fun! i dont know if he will call me or not but i think he has to..cause he needs his hours for tomorrow! soo we will just see what happens eh! if he doesnt call me, its ok. i understand and i wont worry.
Tomorrow, im going to eat lunch with my lovely tara and mother! then im going to go to abercrombie and finch cause aero postale didnt have my pants! sooo im off to go get some abercrombie pants! I went to the bank today to deposit my money!! now i have $200 in the bank and $54 on me..sooo yeah im loaded and im saving for my awesome system! or something that i really want! im getting a new cell phone soon cause my messed up tonight, like it turned itself on and turned on by itself..and the battery was dead. shocker! so its charging right now..that cell phone is like my baby and best friends, i dont go anywhere without it and its always on soo anyone can call me anytime..sometimes i leave it on my pillow or my little table by my bed incase eric or someone calls that needs me! lol its like the rachal hotline sorta..
I went to my grandmas tonight in haughton! we watched the secret window with my cousin and ate some popeyes chicken..then Artie came over and got a disk or something..i dont know but i got to chat with him! we were talkin about the upcoming movies and everything! hes cool. all my cousins friends are awesome!! even though CK is gone =( hes still one of my awesome friends! i could tell him anything if i wanted really i guess! hes like my other cousin because hes been there since i can remember!
I was thinking today that i could get into a lot of trouble..like the things i want to do would be so awesome but if anyone would find out that i did them, it would be bad lol, i got to thinkin after i watch van wilder and how he turned on the alarm and the sprinklers on the cealing went off and they got out of that test, it was so awesome, i wanna do something like that or get back at someone in the best way i can think of..i so could but i have to be that good little girl i suppose! and i dont wannna get into much trouble!
Im going to Dallas for my birthday (yes its early to be saying this) but its just gonna be Me, Tara and my mom unless i can invite someone else but there isnt really anyone to invite and i dont think my mother would like eric goin with me...but ya never know!! i have friends but i dont hang out with them much and stuff and im not really close to them but thats awesome, cause i like going "solo" i guess, i dont really need close friends, i get along just fine with myself and i have eric i can rely on to talk to! he acts like he doesnt listen but he really does. and he tells me stuff that i cant tell anyone else!! and im not like other girls and run my mouth like most girls do and im not snobby! i was thinking today cause my mom doesnt really act like a woman, and i grew up around my brother and he sure as hell aint girly lol soo im not a girly girl but thats so awesome cause i treat people better i think and other things! i mean girls today are back stabbing bitches! if u think about it..they really are! and im not like that at all!! i dont like to ruin things and try to mess things up! i just like to make things better! ( if you notice, i think my depression pills are taking effect!!) anyways..last night i chugged some wine and went to sleep cause that stuff makes u sleep man! and the other night i smoked 2 joes..cause i can dammit!! im not taking the habit back again but it really helps sometimes!! i just miss those strawberry ones..those were good!
Well i think thats all for now..i think..i dont know!! atleast i have my cable back and its all fancy and crap..i love it!
BYE BYE
Rachal the RETARD (Ramey and Courtney call me that...i love it.)
Rachelle