but it was allll bullllshit!!!

Jul 01, 2004 01:04

hallo hallo!

i worked tonight =( 5-10...im soooooooo tired!! and the crew was boring but atleast jerry was there..hes funny! but im soo tired man..i cried when i got home..i couldnt tell u why...i just did..i think it was cause i was soo stressed out and my back was hurting soo much. but who knows. katie is coming over tomorrow!! yay! if it doesnt rain tomorrow, we are gonna swim! but if it does, we are just gonna hang out.

no word from eric..i miss him badly!! ahh i want him to get back here..NOW!! i miss my eric!! ahh!!

i wrote this earlier tonight to give katie ideas but i decided to finish it!

its not too good but hey its good lol..

i wish i could hold your hand but you have no clue i exist.
i wish i could tell you how i feel but that would make things instense.
why did you have to be here right now, why did i have to be so down.
Could things ever work between u and i? or maybe i should let this all die.
Could you be the man i love, or just another shove.
If you knew how i felt, i think even your heart could melt.
I could see us in the future, having children and all.
But you see...we always cant have it all.
So i wonder about you everyday and i hope to meet you someday.
You dont know how i feel, but im for sure, we can make a deal.
I'm leaving for now, but dont think i wont come back, to you, my dearest, nothing is white and black.
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