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Hey..its in the wee hours in the morning and i guess i should write..i have a couple of things on my mind..
Sooo today, i have to go up to my job on tues. i found out who my other worker is too!! Kaitlin. I know some of you might be saying...thought u dont like her...well people! im a changed person! yeah! thats right! i know kaitlin has done somethings to me in the past but..hey, cant we forgive?? lol...i mean, she was one of the main people who picked me up when i fainted, i mean i owe it to her to be nice. yeah it did tick me off that she called Ed, when we were dating, to tell him i was some weird person like i only go for guys..then i dont like them? something weird like that. but ya know, i can forgive and learn to like. Love is better than hate..i mean the Lord wants her in my life for a reason and i have to live with that! so, im gonna be a good little girl. i mean, everything will work out fine. everything works out!! so its all good in the neighborhood!! this is a mission for me, it is a task. A task for me to hold in my anger and not punch her brains out; instead i should really forgive and be her friend. i mean, i know her, but i dont think do. i know some what of her..and i offered to be her friend awhile back cause she said everyone hated her and i was there sitting on the ground next to her saying how im always gonna be there when she needs someone..but she said i didnt know her and i dont need to get involve but i couldnt let that go, cause she needed someone..and i put myself down with her cause i know she has it really rough. i should forget all the bad things and be her friend cause i think she needs one. there, enough said!!
Sooo i havent hung out with Ash in awhile, well...at her dance, but that was for a short time and all. I miss her and katie at bennigans lol fun ole days!! i hope she has a fun time in dallas and ill miss her!! i'll pray that she is safe! yay!
I went to the mall and old navy with queenie! it was fun and there were soo many hot guys there tonight..it was great! i saw Bo and Chase Hudson, lol i waved like spastically at bo but its all good! glad i got to see him, hes a cool guy!
So my g-parents dont have electricity. like my dad's parents, the crazy ones! yeah..so they ate here tonight but luckily, me and gman were out doin stuff, he ate at chili's with michaels lol (mike) and of course, i went with my dear friend queenie! but they wont have any elec. till like sat..and who knows when my grandma and cousin will have any, they live in the middle of nowhere. the storm got so bad, that it knocked out her glass door! man, thats insane. i hope they get some quick cause i feel bad for em!
im gettin tired but ive been have sleeping problems lately. i wake up around 8 or 9..and i usually end up goin to bed around 3:30! so i dont get any rest.. i dont know why that is, im wide awake when i get up but my eyes feel soooo heavy! i dont know what my problem is. its really annoying!
wow this is sorta a long entry but hey, im really bored!!
ive been thinkin..like one day, im gonna be married, im gonna attend college...its like, its all going by really fast, like i got on a train in 5th grade and ever since then, its been goin by soooo fast!! well i wouldnt say train...more like a roller coaster! and me and katie have been friends since like 4th grade lol, sure we had our moments..but who doesnt!! thats what friends do..so im glad i have her as a friend!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I JUST WROTE MORE AND I CLICKED UPDATE AND ITS NOT THERE BITCH ASS HOE!!! OMG IM PISSED! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! ANYWAYS..
I wanna know what the people of mushroomhead and slipknot look like under the masks..i know what the singer of slipknot looks like so yeah! omg im so pissed, i had a lot of stuff man...grrr STUPID LIVE JOURNAL!! ITS A PIECE!!!!!!! BURN!!!!!!
Sooo today, i have to go up to my job on tues. i found out who my other worker is too!! Kaitlin. I know some of you might be saying...thought u dont like her...well people! im a changed person! yeah! thats right! i know kaitlin has done somethings to me in the past but..hey, cant we forgive?? lol...i mean, she was one of the main people who picked me up when i fainted, i mean i owe it to her to be nice. yeah it did tick me off that she called Ed, when we were dating, to tell him i was some weird person like i only go for guys..then i dont like them? something weird like that. but ya know, i can forgive and learn to like. Love is better than hate..i mean the Lord wants her in my life for a reason and i have to live with that! so, im gonna be a good little girl. i mean, everything will work out fine. everything works out!! so its all good in the neighborhood!! this is a mission for me, it is a task. A task for me to hold in my anger and not punch her brains out; instead i should really forgive and be her friend. i mean, i know her, but i dont think do. i know some what of her..and i offered to be her friend awhile back cause she said everyone hated her and i was there sitting on the ground next to her saying how im always gonna be there when she needs someone..but she said i didnt know her and i dont need to get involve but i couldnt let that go, cause she needed someone..and i put myself down with her cause i know she has it really rough. i should forget all the bad things and be her friend cause i think she needs one. there, enough said!!
Sooo i havent hung out with Ash in awhile, well...at her dance, but that was for a short time and all. I miss her and katie at bennigans lol fun ole days!! i hope she has a fun time in dallas and ill miss her!! i'll pray that she is safe! yay!
I went to the mall and old navy with queenie! it was fun and there were soo many hot guys there tonight..it was great! i saw Bo and Chase Hudson, lol i waved like spastically at bo but its all good! glad i got to see him, hes a cool guy!
So my g-parents dont have electricity. like my dad's parents, the crazy ones! yeah..so they ate here tonight but luckily, me and gman were out doin stuff, he ate at chili's with michaels lol (mike) and of course, i went with my dear friend queenie! but they wont have any elec. till like sat..and who knows when my grandma and cousin will have any, they live in the middle of nowhere. the storm got so bad, that it knocked out her glass door! man, thats insane. i hope they get some quick cause i feel bad for em!
im gettin tired but ive been have sleeping problems lately. i wake up around 8 or 9..and i usually end up goin to bed around 3:30! so i dont get any rest.. i dont know why that is, im wide awake when i get up but my eyes feel soooo heavy! i dont know what my problem is. its really annoying!
wow this is sorta a long entry but hey, im really bored!!
ive been thinkin..like one day, im gonna be married, im gonna attend college...its like, its all going by really fast, like i got on a train in 5th grade and ever since then, its been goin by soooo fast!! well i wouldnt say train...more like a roller coaster! and me and katie have been friends since like 4th grade lol, sure we had our moments..but who doesnt!! thats what friends do..so im glad i have her as a friend!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I JUST WROTE MORE AND I CLICKED UPDATE AND ITS NOT THERE BITCH ASS HOE!!! OMG IM PISSED! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! ANYWAYS..
I wanna know what the people of mushroomhead and slipknot look like under the masks..i know what the singer of slipknot looks like so yeah! omg im so pissed, i had a lot of stuff man...grrr STUPID LIVE JOURNAL!! ITS A PIECE!!!!!!! BURN!!!!!!