For the nice guys that want to be assholes but can't and its from the heart
I don't post often. I am sure I don't have many people reading this these days. That's fine with me. This is my place to vent when nobody else is around. Nice guys finish last is one of the more true statments I've every heard in my life. This week I was the nicest guy in the world and what happened I finished last or close to it. Girls always say, "I want a nice guy," when one comes along they blow us off (for the most part). Girls parents always love me, but the girl never wants anything to do with me, beyond being friends. I bend over backwards and what happens they leave with someone else. Do I need to start being more of an asshole? Is there such thing as a happy medium? I need help in this subject. There is only one person in my life where being a nice guy has been to my advantage, and I screwed that up and, I regret it every single day. They say live life without regrets but I have one and I don't think she knows who she is. I'm just someone who is tired of finishing in second place.