Um yeah
I havnt posted more than a sentance in more than a month. I pretty much like not being in school. I also like not working 40 hours a week. For some reason though working 5-6 hours in a day feels just as bad now as working 8-9 hours in a day last summer. Im getting lazier. Yesterday and today i exercised. My family is gonna try to eat a more healthy diet again. I give it several weeks. We are also trying to get the house cleaner. I give that a day. I am trying to go to bed earlier. I give that negative one days because i failed today. Latly I feel overwhelmed by my shortcomings. I took the physics SAT on saturday but not the math because my lack of calculator made me wuss out. It felt much more relaxed taking this one than the other SAT because we didnt have a hardline dictator proctoring it. Our ID's were checked only once. NOt 99999 times. The book bob sent me to study for the physics tests helped a ton. I dint know half of the stuff i needed to before going over the book. Mr Tanner is a nice guy but a slow teacher. Why are all my moments of triumph quickly followed by feeling terrible. I foten feel as though I am missing a lot of stuff and not thinking thinsg through. Sometimes I think I think too much. I need to accomplish something this summer. I just kcilled a buggy on my monitor. I need to stop playing computer games. I need to stop using the time I free up by not playing games to read about games and computers online. There is a bug splatter on my monitor now. I am going to Utah this weekend. Endless hours of PSP in the car. My mom is really hoping that when i visit the BYU campus I will be magically converted into going there. "Its so pretty in the spring." I feel really bad for treating my parents like crap. Newegg is finally re-sending my winXP so i can finish my moms comp. The internet is full of cliques. This feels like old times but not really. Need to be proactive. i just sheered my links down to email, livejournal, woot, and drudge. If i resist the urge to type in a URL this will free up tons of time. I started reading the Lexus and the Olive Tree. Great so far. I feel as though it will teach me a greaterunderstanding of how the world works. I feel very ignorant as to how computers work. I hope i dont have withdrawal symptoms from not reading my plethora of computer news and forum websites. Forums make me feel like i am at a party where I can just listen and dont have to think of things to say. Decline.