Mar 30, 2005 23:30
spring break has pretty much been a letdown after easter...great.
btw have i mentioned how much it is killing me that i am not out of fricken michigan. i so envy the cruise people (theres like a million) and then just the florida and cali people.
easter was alright, pretty good actually except i like pigged out like no other and didnt feel so great after for a bit. and of course since then it has been impossible for me to get back on schedule with what my eating habits should be. anyway i got up early from church decked out in my super cute outfit haha well i thought it was. anyway then i went to brunch with my padre and family, that was nice too except my grandparents (stepmom's parents) are goin on a cruise and of course my dad took out the pics from ours at x-mas and that just about killed me! but it was nice. i then went back to mi madres and got ready for the party over thurr and i had no fricken idea so many people were coming (usually im out of michigan with my dad anyway so i didnt know what to expect)but i mingled with everyone when i could cause i was in the kitchen like the whole time helpin mom.
since then its been me trying to get homework done but procrastinating and watchin a lot of tv. great break...yeah right. i did hang out with annie from late monday night till tues and it was nice, but mike was sick so we couldnt hang with him too.
then today i sat around and tried to do homework and all that and fought with my mom a little cause shes all stressed about her vacation next week to hawaii. gosh everyone is going somewhere!!! so yeah she keeps telling me how she has so much to do for this vaca and how she can't take me everywhere so i get to sit at home while i my friends hang and stuff which pissed me off because there's nothin i can do///. sometimes i wish i could just forget about people and make them realize some shit.
looks like my break is gonna suck ass cause of
1) stupid homework
2) culture quest presentation (this one gets a number of its own cause its so badd)
3) my mom going on vacation
4) my dad being out of town in cali
5) my friends being able to get together and me sitting at home hating life
6) eating like a pig and regretting it 5 minutes later and hating myself for it
7) thinkin about everyone else that is out of this stupid place
8) thinking back on old stuff and regrets
9) wishing my life had something more to it
10) plus everything else!!!
i definately am not likin life right now, only five dayyyys left and that back to fricken school for like ever!!
hope you are at least enjoyinggg your break