Jesus fucking christ I can't wait to go back
4 weeks.
I don't think I will make it. My mom is trying to keep a tab on what I do on the computer and it's fucking pissing me off. First off, anything I do on here is legal. I'm almost 19 fucking years old and yet I'm still treated like I'm 15. Second, well there is no second, I'm just fucking pissed.
I need to be out there and just be able to do what I want and live my life. I'm not talking about being able to get wasted all the time whenever I want, even though that is fun. I just want to be able to sit on my ass all day if I wanted and not care about doing anything, which is impossible here...or maybe just maybe be able to sleep past 10 because I get woken up every morning from my mom or dad.
So, this weekend I went downtown with the family to see a Chicago Fire game. It was fun for being with the family I guess. My parents bought me Birkenstocks though and that was pretty sweet. They said early birthday present, but I'm sure when time comes to my birthday, they'll say this is what they got me. I'm not begging for more, but when my dad drops 750 dollars on my mom for her birthday(which was last weekend) it kind of tells me that money isn't the issue.
So I dunno. What is there to write about? I didn't do too much during the week. I gotta work tonight and tomorrow, which blows, but oh well. There is a new girl, but I don't know her yet. I have not worked with her.
Speaking of girls, well, there hasn't been much time, but there still isn't one. There is not much time left to start something so I guess I have to give up for now. Although, I seem to have quite a hard time starting something at school. We'll see. Maybe I'm just too wierd. Whatever, life goes on. I'll find someone, at least I hope I do.
I need food.
I don't think I will make it. My mom is trying to keep a tab on what I do on the computer and it's fucking pissing me off. First off, anything I do on here is legal. I'm almost 19 fucking years old and yet I'm still treated like I'm 15. Second, well there is no second, I'm just fucking pissed.
I need to be out there and just be able to do what I want and live my life. I'm not talking about being able to get wasted all the time whenever I want, even though that is fun. I just want to be able to sit on my ass all day if I wanted and not care about doing anything, which is impossible here...or maybe just maybe be able to sleep past 10 because I get woken up every morning from my mom or dad.
So, this weekend I went downtown with the family to see a Chicago Fire game. It was fun for being with the family I guess. My parents bought me Birkenstocks though and that was pretty sweet. They said early birthday present, but I'm sure when time comes to my birthday, they'll say this is what they got me. I'm not begging for more, but when my dad drops 750 dollars on my mom for her birthday(which was last weekend) it kind of tells me that money isn't the issue.
So I dunno. What is there to write about? I didn't do too much during the week. I gotta work tonight and tomorrow, which blows, but oh well. There is a new girl, but I don't know her yet. I have not worked with her.
Speaking of girls, well, there hasn't been much time, but there still isn't one. There is not much time left to start something so I guess I have to give up for now. Although, I seem to have quite a hard time starting something at school. We'll see. Maybe I'm just too wierd. Whatever, life goes on. I'll find someone, at least I hope I do.
I need food.