Busy Day Eve...
I am on the eve of a very busy day tomorrow. I am catching the train down to brisbane and going my friend Joe's 18th. There are going to be so many ppl that i dont want to see. LAME. Have to stay the night at his house unless any offers arise...ANY offers at all??? Then might be hanging around in brsibane on sunday for a while, till we catch the train back home. Im not going to drink on saturday night. I dont know why but suddenly i have just not felt the need too. Maybe my head is finally catching up with my body when i wanted to go sXe in June - but only now am attemting it seriously..hahah. Did'nt get to sleep till 5 am again this morning. Don't know why im just having trouble falling asleep. Stuff on my mind i guess. Went and did my form today - yeeww money on monday. Yesterday was weird. Casey's mum was a little bit scary, she yelled at Louise and it frightened me because i was the reason that louise was at caseys i felt responsible. Today we saw the hottest guy. We were sitting out the front of Coles and he walked past and went in to the supermarket. We sat there for a while and he walked out again.. soo hot. We made eye contact a couple of times hahahah I'm so pathetic! Anyway! I smiled at him and he smailed back sooo fucken sexy! All black clothes, Black longish scruffy hair, Nice shoes, Lip ring. I walked to the BP last night with Casey. I was a bit scared walking to her house by myself. Its not that far like about 10 mins walk but its really dark and her street is full of drug dealers. Interesting stuff ALWAYS happens at the BP. The last time we were there we saw two guys not pay for petrol and just drive off, and last night a lady went to the toilet for like an hour - gross! hmmm, what else did we see? That's right we saw a cop help this guy push start this car. it was funny.. a cop pushing a car hahaha. Im having a fight with my mum : ( She is being so nasty to me. I really feel like going out tonight. Guess ill just have to wait till busy day tomorrow. Blughh!!! I hate the ppl that are going to be at this party... like this one guy that i know is going will be there and i hate him..i seriously despise thsi boy. I was unbelievably maggot as usual (I'm an Alcoholic) and i got with him.. then he told ppl that i had sex with him and spread around all this gross stuff about me..yeah well anyway - tomorrow will be the first time that i see him again after that..ewww. NOT DRINKING. Not going to risk anything stupid happening again..and trust me im so stupid when it comes to stuff like that. Ok well i think im done. Bye.