friends
so this about this time last year i was convinced i was on top of the world ... having fun, not a worry in the world, tons of friends, it was all there... or so i thought. but now i realize i was wrong, fun is always good and i still have it, people need worries so that they can appreciate life, and all those friends? where are they? who knows but i do know that the people that are here for me now are my true friends. i wouldnt trade them for the world. and im not talking about the people who just act excited to see you, because i can see through that. im talking about the people who support you in your decisions no matter what they are because they care and love you. those are real fucking friends. so if your here for me right now then thank you, you are the people that make me smile and make my days brighter. i love you guys. and if you havent talked to me in a while then maybe you should ask yourself the reason why. i understand whatever your decision may be, but that doesnt mean i wont be unhappy or disappointed to lose you. its life we grow apart, thanx for a good time in the past... there will always be a place fo you in my heart whether there is one for me in yours.