the world has turned and left me here

Apr 20, 2005 16:24

tick tock tick tock take a chance you stupid ho.

so sings Gwen Stefani into my ear, reminding me that 1) time is passing and with it opportunities. Opportunities to do my work, to get some sleep to, to let my body heal, to spend my money, to earn some money, to improve myself, to improve my relationships with people - always something to improve. As cliche as it is, there aren't enough hours in the day for this kid. I usually end up dropping my sleep. Then next to go is the improving myself/letting my body heal part. Then I cut the work part.

Gwen also reminds me that I'm a stupid ho. Ha. Just kidding. But a chance taken here or there wouldn't hurt. I do what I can, and that's it. I don't extend myself or put myself in uncomfortable situations and that leads to mediocrity. Damn mediocrity, and damn my rational thinking. Damn my parents for enforcing morals/rationality/stability, and damn my sweet tooth for getting in my way. Speaking of getting in my way, damn Louise Yuhas for teaching my art history class and assigning ass loads of work.

What do I want? What do I need? I want someone to tell me a joke. I need to laugh.
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