Dec 22, 2004 21:19
Well, I got into Emerson, I'm so excited, but my parents want me to go to bridgewater and use my free state tuition. But I"m going to Emerson even if i have to pay student loans for the rest of my life.
I've decided I want to be in love again. I don't want meaningless escapades anymore, I want something solid where the person actually cares about me and not just getting some.
there was only one person I have ever loved, and I still think I love them. That was such a good time in my life, it began, it ended for a reason.
NOw with college approaching, i'm ready to move on or re-establish what I had with him. I can't wait to meet new people next year, and see how I change and how things change.
I <3 TBS. I'm really sad that all attempts made in my life to meet someone awesome have failed, hopefully things will change. Lately, I've just felt really down, and I need someone or something to get me up and going like my normal psychotic Diana self.
Sold out in January. Katie and me are in it, playing "Wonderwall" bitches. SHould be a good time if i don't fuck up, but everything has been going well so far, so i'm very excited.
I love this year and hate it at the same time, but I'm not complaining. I'm so happy about next year and am just in a pumped mood for something great to happen soon. I want to find someone to movie kiss where fireworks will fly and everything, lol, hopefully soon.
Made the boys of 5G a xmas gift tonight. HOpe they like it. I love those boys.
Well, I'm off like a prom dress.