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Ohh
hah
This is so hard. Love is beautiful,comfortable, peaceful, happy, hard, scary, and when it ends, devastating. I never imagined it could be this hard to fall so hard for someone only to find they dont know how they feel back. I really have no idea what to say but i am satisfied and horrified at the very same time. I have that lump in my throat like I'm going to cry except its always there. I hate this. I am starting so many new things in my life and this is the hardest so far. I just hope it all works its way out. I know I am blessed. I just cant see the bigger picture.
hah
This is so hard. Love is beautiful,comfortable, peaceful, happy, hard, scary, and when it ends, devastating. I never imagined it could be this hard to fall so hard for someone only to find they dont know how they feel back. I really have no idea what to say but i am satisfied and horrified at the very same time. I have that lump in my throat like I'm going to cry except its always there. I hate this. I am starting so many new things in my life and this is the hardest so far. I just hope it all works its way out. I know I am blessed. I just cant see the bigger picture.