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[today4tomorrow]

it seems as if the world is moving around me
i stand still while everyone else moves on
is this fault on my part?
am i living too much in the past?
is it wrong that i wake and hope it is years before
i am not saying i do not like my "new life"
just saying how much it could all go back

i miss...
those afternoons after high school
NGHA theatre rehersals ...well everything about it
the "unbreakable" circle of friends at BFUMC
seeing that old theatre everyday
the beaverhousin family
talking to that damn canadian
ms. Smith
being Ray in Proposals
seeing almost all my friends everyday
everyone reading this
i just miss it all

maybe tonight God will take me back
if not ill just continue to relive it everyday in my head

i guess i just miss it all

love
kd

"I missed your smile today
goodbyes not to be this way
did'nt get the time to say
but i know that your ok, today"