I think it's time for change...
isn't that smiley the best? hahahhaa
things need to change, and i am one for change. i love it. my love life needs to change. my mood needs to change. i dont know how to change those things just yet, so i started off by changing my live journal and my myspace. its a step forward right? i think so. anyways.... akward story time. okay, in the past two days, i've been in not 1, not 2, but 3 akward situtations. yesterday, i saw sam after school... it wasnt that akward but it wasnt "the same" psh i dont know, that one didn't really count. the second one, was me walking with keith to algebra... because someone told him i liked him? and i knew? i dont know. i dont. yikes, no. he was talking to amos and says, "i'm to emo to have a girlfriend" oh keith, what a heartbreaker. aahahahaha. anyway, and today, the worst of all... the tennis meeting was today. in the cafetieria. okay. i get there at 2:10, it starts at 2:15, it's starte. i walked in, and the coach tells me to sit down (pretty cool guy i must say, no cussing! aahaha) and i sit down, look across from me.. yeah, theres doug. wierd? YES. i tried to smile and say hi, but he ignored me. thats cool i guess. whatever. anyways, today i get a myspace email from gary delooze, and i quote, "hey blakely can i just ask why we never dated. i was just thinking about that and was wondering why". yeah, gary and i liked eachother last year but things never worked out. why is he saying this to me now? i don't know. christine and amos got me addicted to it. i like when people send me messages. anyway. christine is writing a book (believe it people, its true, and amazing). she posted some of it on her myspace blog. its sooo good. its called "2-way intersection" i suggest you go read it. if you dont know her myspace link, then you probably arent one of my friends, so remind me why you're reading my livejournal? okay. i'm done. i love you all, well, most of you.
-blakely
things need to change, and i am one for change. i love it. my love life needs to change. my mood needs to change. i dont know how to change those things just yet, so i started off by changing my live journal and my myspace. its a step forward right? i think so. anyways.... akward story time. okay, in the past two days, i've been in not 1, not 2, but 3 akward situtations. yesterday, i saw sam after school... it wasnt that akward but it wasnt "the same" psh i dont know, that one didn't really count. the second one, was me walking with keith to algebra... because someone told him i liked him? and i knew? i dont know. i dont. yikes, no. he was talking to amos and says, "i'm to emo to have a girlfriend" oh keith, what a heartbreaker. aahahahaha. anyway, and today, the worst of all... the tennis meeting was today. in the cafetieria. okay. i get there at 2:10, it starts at 2:15, it's starte. i walked in, and the coach tells me to sit down (pretty cool guy i must say, no cussing! aahaha) and i sit down, look across from me.. yeah, theres doug. wierd? YES. i tried to smile and say hi, but he ignored me. thats cool i guess. whatever. anyways, today i get a myspace email from gary delooze, and i quote, "hey blakely can i just ask why we never dated. i was just thinking about that and was wondering why". yeah, gary and i liked eachother last year but things never worked out. why is he saying this to me now? i don't know. christine and amos got me addicted to it. i like when people send me messages. anyway. christine is writing a book (believe it people, its true, and amazing). she posted some of it on her myspace blog. its sooo good. its called "2-way intersection" i suggest you go read it. if you dont know her myspace link, then you probably arent one of my friends, so remind me why you're reading my livejournal? okay. i'm done. i love you all, well, most of you.
-blakely