Sep 01, 2010 12:17
So, yeah, I don't want to go to work at all and it's only my first week. 6 Dollars was gone yesterday. I hate the because I don't know how! I mean, if I made a mistake in the bakery, I at least knew what I did wrong and how to fix it, but it's not the same. How can I fix something I that don't know how ti fix!? JKDhkjwfwbdfwkjhHIWQH Today is my last day of the week and I am dreading the end of the day. Doing my job is fine, but when counting out the money I get so nervous and I should be, because I have no idea what's wrong. And I get so flustered. When people hand me change after I already open the draw and I feel like I'm being out on the spot, so I kind of freak out. Where did the summer go? Let me go back to that. Fuck, I wish I could get it right. I will today though. And since I filled some in. I only lost 18 dollars, but that's still a lot. My Dad makes me feel better though, comparing the lose to the very large amount of money that they make in a day, because they make a lot. FML
MK: Bleeeh
P.S. When I first sat down yesterday, I was shaking trying ring some people up, seriously, I was shaking. My hands wouldn't stop moving.
P.P.S. I really really wish Stony Brook would get it's shit together! Honestly, if I get kicked out of the system, I have to use someone elses number, and someone said that it had to be a manager. What the hell is wrong with them that I have to sign in on a sheet and can't give me a damn ID number. Or a proper uniform. What the fuck? I hate them.