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[tobreatheyou]

envy me
because my life is a series of sparks that burned up sky after sky.

envy me
because i love passionately and relentlessly- i remember, i reminisce, i scorn, i detest. i leave my heart to beat in the spolights that spell out your name.

envy me
because i believe in magic, yet i feel so exuberantly human. to be so violently high on life and to be so broken and shattered all at once.

i feel bare feet on sharded glass yet i want to and i will stop to savour your breath on my skin.

i want to learn the true meaning of,

wreckless abandon.

to fuck under the stars in the middle of an old cemetary.
to run through crowds just to see who would run with me.

..to forget
..to forget
..to forget.

i want to take away these lines and

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i want to lift my pen off this continuous drawing and start over, create new ones- countless millions of them, and document them into my skin.

i want to run away with you.
i want to stay and listen to him sleep.

break me.
envy me.

because i dont know.