Things Unknown

Oct 27, 2003 20:59

It has been another long hard day in my life. Seems like nothing is going right. I study and work hard to succeed, what so wrong about that. Why should I be condemned? And when something fun finally happens to me, I am also condemned. What gives?

It all started in September, mid- September to be exact, when I had noticed a change, something a bit strange. My friends started acting different around me, cold. Distant. I was at loss, getting the cold shoulder from all over. I spent nights wondering what I had did, or didn’t do. Did I forget a birthday did I offend somebody on mistake. No.

One of my friends that had been giving me the cold shoulder called me up Sunday night to “Talk”. She then explained to me why, I was being treated wrongly, one of my “Friends” had told all my other friends that I had been lying the whole year long. About being busy, getting good grades, having after school activities once and awhile, going to a concert. Therefore getting everybody to ignore and treat me rudely.

I am angry, and hurt beyond belief that she would do that to me, or in fact that the others believed her, I had to bring proof to school with me. So I brought proof of the concert, I brought the ticket stubs and Davey’s shirt which was signed. I even gave the one friend who called my moms number and phone and had her call since my mom can vouch for how busy I was.

I am just so hurt, I don’t know what to do, I am ignoring the one friend who started this all, because I can’t bare to look it her, it fills me with such pain and blind fury.

We made love on a sacred alter
The night was young but did not falter
Satanic witch trials against your God
The time has come to revert your fog

The glowing crucifix of Christ
Destroying truth will not suffice
Torn apart by your horrible lies
You preach of God with demonic ties

Tie my hands and my feet
Preaching death and deceit
Velvet emblems with false hope
You eat the lies until you choke

Hail marry to our father
We welcome you to our slaughter
Burning churches raise the dead
Ash to Ash the truth is said

Christ has fallen to a succubus
The bastard son is just like us
Smooth pale skin with a darkened mind
Cruelty of God has drove him blind

Growing legions of theological war cries
Losing battle of your deities
Holy warrior frail and weak
The armies of hell grow and rise
Beautiful demons in fall skies
I refuse to accept your lies
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