Song of Choosing
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Well here I am, once more, sitting alone, staring at the bleakness of my computer screen, and typing as I listen to some music. I’m currently listening to “Dreaming of waking” by AFI.
“Dreaming Of Waking”
Feel it washing over me,
the slow poisonous tide.
Pins and needles dance on me.
Sickness undefined.
Now I’m afraid to face the sky.
Please someone hear my haunted cries.
Please let them waken me.
Please let them waken me.
Please let them waken me.
Please let them waken me.
Go!
With eyes sewn shut I still can see (I end up somewhere)
all that is surrounding me (somewhere between)...
between a dream (I end up somewhere) and motionless reality,
will I forever lie?
I feel it binding so smoothly.
I see myself below.
I feel it gnawing, eating me.
Poisonous and slow.
My mind it speeds.
My voice has died.
God let me make the faintest cry.
Please let them waken me.
Please let them waken me.
Please let them waken me.
Please let them waken me.
Go!
With eyes sewn shut I still can see (I end up somewhere)
all that is surrounding me (somewhere between)...
between a dream (I end up somewhere) and motionless reality,
will I forever lie?
Binded by my hands, by my legs, by my eyes,
by my mouth, bind everything.
Opened up and for the taking,
just one touch and I’ll be yours.
Opened up wide for the breaking,
just one touch and I’ll be yours.
What’s on the other side of the mirror?
To cry, I try, to break the static keeping me here in between.
What’s on the other side of the mirror?
To cry, I try, to break the static keeping me here,
the static keeping me here in between.
AFI is one of my all time Favorite music groups because I feel I can relate to them, there songs are originally written in poem form, and sound a little like my own.
Here’s a little tidbit of one of my writings…not the best but it’s all I can find at the moment…
"Mirror, mirror, on the wall"
Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
I no longer want to see all,
How my weary soul cries,
How my tears will not dry,
Silently I wish my,
Reflection would die,
I'm tired of everything,
I have hidden inside.
Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
I no longer want to see all,
When you look in the mirror,
What do you see?
I see the hate that's hidden in me,
And how I'm dying inside.
Mirror please,
I shall never want to look upon thee,
I no longer want to see all,
Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
I want to watch you shatter and fall.