I hate having change
If you follow my little paper trail I have left over the ineternet you will see that I have encountered a lot of change along the way. That word won't go away. Particularly one person has gone through this and I wonder if it is becuase of an influence that is no longer in their life. I guess I should be happy for them, but I am not sure what to think.
I seem to have gone back to a certain state of mind I once knew before I made my move to Michigan. I fear I also may have made some people angrey this weekend and I don't know if I could get them to understand my reasoning. On a lighter note I had a early Birthday celebration with two very awesome people who I can not thank enough for what they have done for me. They made my day of birth worth celebrating. :)
The little get together I had at my house friday really wasn't a party as some might have thought. There were only 8 people and I didn't want to have any more than that since it was at my apartment. I feel horrible becuase I think some people knew this was happening and made it seem like I was not inviting them. Which I will just have to explain things. It was nothing special, just playing games, drinking beer, taking shots of Everclear... Ben kudos to you man. I only partook of the videogame portion.
I have so many thoughts to write down but I think they will have to wait another day.
P.s. Amanda thank you for listening to my thougths that night, it made all the difference and cleared some things up for me. You deserve a gold star. :)
Toby, got take a freakin' bath!
I seem to have gone back to a certain state of mind I once knew before I made my move to Michigan. I fear I also may have made some people angrey this weekend and I don't know if I could get them to understand my reasoning. On a lighter note I had a early Birthday celebration with two very awesome people who I can not thank enough for what they have done for me. They made my day of birth worth celebrating. :)
The little get together I had at my house friday really wasn't a party as some might have thought. There were only 8 people and I didn't want to have any more than that since it was at my apartment. I feel horrible becuase I think some people knew this was happening and made it seem like I was not inviting them. Which I will just have to explain things. It was nothing special, just playing games, drinking beer, taking shots of Everclear... Ben kudos to you man. I only partook of the videogame portion.
I have so many thoughts to write down but I think they will have to wait another day.
P.s. Amanda thank you for listening to my thougths that night, it made all the difference and cleared some things up for me. You deserve a gold star. :)
Toby, got take a freakin' bath!