I just don't know.

Nov 07, 2003 05:39

I feel dead, like the only thing that is keeping me here is the love I have. I mean I'm happy, very. I love Wes. He loves me ( Read more... )

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crosstheeyes November 7 2003, 13:48:03 UTC
i miss you boy. im starting to really worry about you too. i really want to see you at the Rent show. we should arrange a meeting or something. we majorly need to talk and catch up.

much love.

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recontal November 8 2003, 00:07:53 UTC
I'm going to tell you the same thing I usually tell you, bro. Get a job. Make some money. Meet new people and do something new with your life. Hell, go back to school if you think it'll make you feel better about yourself. I've allways been honest with you when it comes to this situation. I'm being honest now. Even through all the bull shit that's gone on between the both of us the past few years, I'm still here, for the both of you. Here're my thoughts ( ... )

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you rule. tobey_twink November 8 2003, 06:23:31 UTC
dude, I love ya. You say wonderful things. I wish you had the courage to stop taking the shit Ryan M puts you through, but I know where you stand and where ya don't. I hope things are going good for you. I know I talk to much of the shit. I really will. I have to do something...I know I can, its just finding something that fits...I can't go somewhere I'm not accepted, I am not going to be made fun of again.

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aberfitchboi November 13 2003, 21:07:55 UTC
wow man. I'm sorry you feel that way. I've been there before. I think the only thing I can say to you is do two things.1)think of all the things your grateful for. wes, your life, your health, stuff like that. just get grateful.2.)plan out what you want your future to be like. Just do goal setting. tons of it. these two things will help, but only if you want to "shake the feeling" I know sometimes I don't want to leave that own state of mind but when i really want to i do.and you will. be strong dood~Fitchy

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