I don't know why, but I put a pencil sharpener in my mouth just now.
Yeah, and it's still in there.
Anyways...
I think summer sucks. Summer should be a time when you spend the days with your friends. Not when you all split up and divide and not call them for two months. Not when you don't even have a half decent conversation over MSN for two months. Not when you say you're busy when the other asks you to do something one day out of the two months you've spent apart.
Best friends means what now? Psht.
So, shows aren't your thing. Downtown isn't your thing. Sleeping over at my house isn't your thing. Calling me isn't your thing. Calling me back after I call you isn't your thing. What the fuck IS your thing, then? Going out and buying a fucking Invicta bag and telling me you were BUSY, RIGHT? You could've just said, "I'm going shopping with OTHER MORE IMPORTANT PEOPLE, Cole. Sorry that I can't spend the day with you, even though the most I've seen you this summer is a day and a half." I would've actually understood.
I love you, Vicki. You're You were a good friend of mine. Now, I don't even know you. I called you once after that day and a half we hung out, and I was bawling my eyes out because someone else I knew and loved died. People just can't fucking keep the razors from their wrists, especially when I know them a little too well. You stayed on the phone with me until I fell asleep. Then, I want you to go out with me, and you "can't". You never "can". Vicki, wanna hang out Saturday? "I can't". Hey Veesh, can you come over tomorrow? "I can't". Can you call me? "I can't". WHY THE FUCK NOT? Even if it's the dumbest reason in the world, I don't care. Just tell me you don't want to. Just tell me you have other plans. Just tell me you fell off a fucking snowmobile in California and I.WON'T.FUCKING.CARE. Just give me one reason to go with your million "I can't"s. Thanks.
I'm not close with anyone anymore. It takes two to tango, so none of this is just my fault.
School will change everything.
I hope.
I hope people will start being cool again.
I hope.
Anyways...
I think summer sucks. Summer should be a time when you spend the days with your friends. Not when you all split up and divide and not call them for two months. Not when you don't even have a half decent conversation over MSN for two months. Not when you say you're busy when the other asks you to do something one day out of the two months you've spent apart.
Best friends means what now? Psht.
So, shows aren't your thing. Downtown isn't your thing. Sleeping over at my house isn't your thing. Calling me isn't your thing. Calling me back after I call you isn't your thing. What the fuck IS your thing, then? Going out and buying a fucking Invicta bag and telling me you were BUSY, RIGHT? You could've just said, "I'm going shopping with OTHER MORE IMPORTANT PEOPLE, Cole. Sorry that I can't spend the day with you, even though the most I've seen you this summer is a day and a half." I would've actually understood.
I love you, Vicki. You're You were a good friend of mine. Now, I don't even know you. I called you once after that day and a half we hung out, and I was bawling my eyes out because someone else I knew and loved died. People just can't fucking keep the razors from their wrists, especially when I know them a little too well. You stayed on the phone with me until I fell asleep. Then, I want you to go out with me, and you "can't". You never "can". Vicki, wanna hang out Saturday? "I can't". Hey Veesh, can you come over tomorrow? "I can't". Can you call me? "I can't". WHY THE FUCK NOT? Even if it's the dumbest reason in the world, I don't care. Just tell me you don't want to. Just tell me you have other plans. Just tell me you fell off a fucking snowmobile in California and I.WON'T.FUCKING.CARE. Just give me one reason to go with your million "I can't"s. Thanks.
I'm not close with anyone anymore. It takes two to tango, so none of this is just my fault.
School will change everything.
I hope.
I hope people will start being cool again.
I hope.