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So tired...waking up at three just doesn't help. I needed to sleep longer.
I love comparing my dad's guitars to other people's. It's amusing, but I can't even play a chord. Hahaha. We have expensive guitars...it makes me sad, in a way. We could've used that money for something else. Then again, if I had money, I'd buy myself a nice wireless microphone and a good keyboard...if I had more, no doubt I'd get my hands on a grand piano.
Reading that last sentence back made me feel very...much like my family from Goose Bay.
My parents have started asking for my friend's numbers...even when I say we're going downtown. They sometimes want cell numbers. Well, I don't like my parents having anything I'd like to keep private, so...they get nothing. It makes it easier for me to...lie about my whereabouts. Yeah. I'm not an honest person when it comes to letting my parents know who I'm with. I tell them I'm going downtown when I am...I just name other people, because I don't want any questions asked. Dad doesn't like me around boys and mom just likes to ask, "who's Lia'? Who's Verity? Who's Cathy? Who's Shane? Who's Paul?" It's annoying, and I like saving myself the trouble of repeating myself when I say, "a friend". She KNOWS that Cathy goes to my school. She just likes to FORGET. Every time I mention a girl's name from school, she goes crazy. It's probably because she thinks I only hang out with Vicki and Lauren. Ha. See, I like those girls, it's just...if I hung around both of them 24/7, I'd never have any fun. It'd all become routine and boring.
Thinking back...that's probably why I stopped talking to Vicki. She never wants to go anywhere and do anything. Even if she does, she never does it with me. Every time I go over, we just end up in her room talking and going on MSN the whole night. Then around twelve thirty we'd both get tired (I'd get more BORED) and watch TV for a bit, then we'd fall asleep. Every time she comes over, we end up...doing the exact same thing. She never wants to go downtown or go to shows. Once in a while, she'd come with me to meet a friend of mine that she doesn't know, but that's about it.
I've given up talking to some people. Like George. We were really close. Now, I just think he's boring and annoying. Sarah and I NEVER talk anymore. Janelle and I just...slowed over the summer. I think we have better things to talk about through the school year. I've known her for four years now...maybe we've said all we had to say? Who knows? Hm. I'll wait it out. The summer...I guess a lot of people go their own ways. That's all right. I've met some new people and prefer their company and will for the time being. Everything will regulate in September. Maybe. I'm looking forward to some change.
I love comparing my dad's guitars to other people's. It's amusing, but I can't even play a chord. Hahaha. We have expensive guitars...it makes me sad, in a way. We could've used that money for something else. Then again, if I had money, I'd buy myself a nice wireless microphone and a good keyboard...if I had more, no doubt I'd get my hands on a grand piano.
Reading that last sentence back made me feel very...much like my family from Goose Bay.
My parents have started asking for my friend's numbers...even when I say we're going downtown. They sometimes want cell numbers. Well, I don't like my parents having anything I'd like to keep private, so...they get nothing. It makes it easier for me to...lie about my whereabouts. Yeah. I'm not an honest person when it comes to letting my parents know who I'm with. I tell them I'm going downtown when I am...I just name other people, because I don't want any questions asked. Dad doesn't like me around boys and mom just likes to ask, "who's Lia'? Who's Verity? Who's Cathy? Who's Shane? Who's Paul?" It's annoying, and I like saving myself the trouble of repeating myself when I say, "a friend". She KNOWS that Cathy goes to my school. She just likes to FORGET. Every time I mention a girl's name from school, she goes crazy. It's probably because she thinks I only hang out with Vicki and Lauren. Ha. See, I like those girls, it's just...if I hung around both of them 24/7, I'd never have any fun. It'd all become routine and boring.
Thinking back...that's probably why I stopped talking to Vicki. She never wants to go anywhere and do anything. Even if she does, she never does it with me. Every time I go over, we just end up in her room talking and going on MSN the whole night. Then around twelve thirty we'd both get tired (I'd get more BORED) and watch TV for a bit, then we'd fall asleep. Every time she comes over, we end up...doing the exact same thing. She never wants to go downtown or go to shows. Once in a while, she'd come with me to meet a friend of mine that she doesn't know, but that's about it.
I've given up talking to some people. Like George. We were really close. Now, I just think he's boring and annoying. Sarah and I NEVER talk anymore. Janelle and I just...slowed over the summer. I think we have better things to talk about through the school year. I've known her for four years now...maybe we've said all we had to say? Who knows? Hm. I'll wait it out. The summer...I guess a lot of people go their own ways. That's all right. I've met some new people and prefer their company and will for the time being. Everything will regulate in September. Maybe. I'm looking forward to some change.