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so for my own reasons....ive started a real journal. with real pages and pen ink.
its gives me more ability to get things off my chest without everyone seeing it and to stop lying to myself about certain things. one thing i think people do on here more than they notice. holding up or portraying some feeling wrongly because you know someone will read it.
but dont worry. im not writing anything bad about anyone in my new journal. its all good.
so other then when i write in that ill update you guys on here about whats going on in my life...since my public loves me.
at the moment im at the cape.
the plan of moving back home failed because everyone changed their mind and decided i wasnt ready to be on my own just yet. which is kinda bullcrap. but i can deal with it. i was more pissed about it earlier but im over it now.
ive been in northbridge for the past week or more and spent at least over 70% of my daylight time with marie. no lie.this girl is amazing and perfect for me. not only do i think so but so dont my friends. ive only been away from her for about a day and a half and im missing her already.
this summer is going to be tough but i know we can handle it. and in the fall im looking towards moving into boston to get my life on track, and just as my luck has it...shell be there going to simmons. im not one to make any future plans in a relationship but im looking forward to this one lasting.
now what else? hmm i emailed emerson to check if they have any part time oppritunities i can look into. maybe take some writing or film classes. i also will need to start looking for a place to live and a job.
besides the fact i have to start looking for another job down here.
i applied to borders today. which would be a SICK job. so keep your fingers crossed for me.
im a nice responsible guy. easy going. hard working. decently clean looking. give me a damn job.
alright thats about it for now. im gonna go out and sit by the fire. PEACE.
its gives me more ability to get things off my chest without everyone seeing it and to stop lying to myself about certain things. one thing i think people do on here more than they notice. holding up or portraying some feeling wrongly because you know someone will read it.
but dont worry. im not writing anything bad about anyone in my new journal. its all good.
so other then when i write in that ill update you guys on here about whats going on in my life...since my public loves me.
at the moment im at the cape.
the plan of moving back home failed because everyone changed their mind and decided i wasnt ready to be on my own just yet. which is kinda bullcrap. but i can deal with it. i was more pissed about it earlier but im over it now.
ive been in northbridge for the past week or more and spent at least over 70% of my daylight time with marie. no lie.this girl is amazing and perfect for me. not only do i think so but so dont my friends. ive only been away from her for about a day and a half and im missing her already.
this summer is going to be tough but i know we can handle it. and in the fall im looking towards moving into boston to get my life on track, and just as my luck has it...shell be there going to simmons. im not one to make any future plans in a relationship but im looking forward to this one lasting.
now what else? hmm i emailed emerson to check if they have any part time oppritunities i can look into. maybe take some writing or film classes. i also will need to start looking for a place to live and a job.
besides the fact i have to start looking for another job down here.
i applied to borders today. which would be a SICK job. so keep your fingers crossed for me.
im a nice responsible guy. easy going. hard working. decently clean looking. give me a damn job.
alright thats about it for now. im gonna go out and sit by the fire. PEACE.