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for some reason i think i do my best writing/updates later on in the night. but i guess ill do one now kinda out of boredom.
my days dont seem to be holding anything for me anymore. I wake up at 10. lounge around til marie calls. then my dad gets home at 4:30. then I lounge with him. then dinner. than whatever ends up filling my time until i talk to marie again before bed.
American Eagle hasnt called. meaning if they dont call tomorrow i didnt get the job. which sucks because i see no reason why they wouldnt hire me? I thought i made a good impression. and i need this job like crazy. after having an interview that i thought was successful at the time all my motivation to go look for other work just kinda fled my body. it becamse a mentality that i was either going to work at AE or that was it.
and now i feel like a complete loser. cause not only am i letting down myself, it will lead to letting others down too. my dad, marie, steph and who else i dunno.
anyways to more current affairs. yesterday was very out of the ordinary. lindsay rizzo is living down here in town and ashley and amelia came to see her and decided to give me a call. we all went out to olive garden for lunch and it was surprisingly a good time. me and ash had a soup eating contest and of course I WON. with 4 bowls of minestrone and breadsticks too. of course we both were feeling a lil sick afterwards but it was fun. after that we went to some shady house that lindsays co workers live at. she invited me back over last night and although lindsay was never high on my list of people to hang out, id have to say her friends are even lower. they were nice and all, but people who just sit around all day and toke up in a shitty house arent exactly my cup o' tea to hang out with.
but nonetheless is was a good time.
phffff. i need to get things back in order. the only thing im holding onto right now is this, and i quote
" however i am wonderfully happy with toby."
i think you can guess who wrote that.
my days dont seem to be holding anything for me anymore. I wake up at 10. lounge around til marie calls. then my dad gets home at 4:30. then I lounge with him. then dinner. than whatever ends up filling my time until i talk to marie again before bed.
American Eagle hasnt called. meaning if they dont call tomorrow i didnt get the job. which sucks because i see no reason why they wouldnt hire me? I thought i made a good impression. and i need this job like crazy. after having an interview that i thought was successful at the time all my motivation to go look for other work just kinda fled my body. it becamse a mentality that i was either going to work at AE or that was it.
and now i feel like a complete loser. cause not only am i letting down myself, it will lead to letting others down too. my dad, marie, steph and who else i dunno.
anyways to more current affairs. yesterday was very out of the ordinary. lindsay rizzo is living down here in town and ashley and amelia came to see her and decided to give me a call. we all went out to olive garden for lunch and it was surprisingly a good time. me and ash had a soup eating contest and of course I WON. with 4 bowls of minestrone and breadsticks too. of course we both were feeling a lil sick afterwards but it was fun. after that we went to some shady house that lindsays co workers live at. she invited me back over last night and although lindsay was never high on my list of people to hang out, id have to say her friends are even lower. they were nice and all, but people who just sit around all day and toke up in a shitty house arent exactly my cup o' tea to hang out with.
but nonetheless is was a good time.
phffff. i need to get things back in order. the only thing im holding onto right now is this, and i quote
" however i am wonderfully happy with toby."
i think you can guess who wrote that.