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I need something HUGE to happen. Like something MONSTER that is like a kick to the face kinda exciting. Maybe I just need March to come faster.
For the most part Ive been happy. or so it seems to me I have, but at the same time Im just kinda bored with everything and nothing can make me just feel amazing anymore.
Theres so many good things going on around me and none seem to effect me greatly.
Today was, in many cases, an awesome day.
I woke up at 1 after a good nights sleep.
I went with Shannon to get a new tattoo.
It came out awesome and Im glad.
I come back and eat Subway which was delicious. and good food makes me feel good.
I go and do some filming with Tim and we finish his film. Which also feels like my film cause I helped out a lot.
I go out to eat with Dustin and Darcie.
We go to blockbuster and I buy myself a few new movies which I havent done for awhile.
Me and Julie make plans for a road trip to Florida during spring break...as long as everything works out right.
I bought something for Pete which I know hell enjoy. And I packaged it up to send home.
I talk to Kales and she misses me and wants me to come home sooner to eat dinner with her and her family, and to go to the movies. And being missed by someone who hardly knows me makes me feel great.
I have a nice warm relaxing shower which can always make my day better. accompanied with a nice shave.
I go and watch the Village with Kelly, Dustin, Darcie and Snoop in the background. Good movie. always a plus in my book.
And now....although I just listed 10 or so good things from today. It still all feels incomplete and I dont know why. I wish I did.
Maybe I'm just at that point in my life where I'm just looking for something more to hold on to or more of a meaning.
......Maybe I just need March to come faster......
For the most part Ive been happy. or so it seems to me I have, but at the same time Im just kinda bored with everything and nothing can make me just feel amazing anymore.
Theres so many good things going on around me and none seem to effect me greatly.
Today was, in many cases, an awesome day.
I woke up at 1 after a good nights sleep.
I went with Shannon to get a new tattoo.
It came out awesome and Im glad.
I come back and eat Subway which was delicious. and good food makes me feel good.
I go and do some filming with Tim and we finish his film. Which also feels like my film cause I helped out a lot.
I go out to eat with Dustin and Darcie.
We go to blockbuster and I buy myself a few new movies which I havent done for awhile.
Me and Julie make plans for a road trip to Florida during spring break...as long as everything works out right.
I bought something for Pete which I know hell enjoy. And I packaged it up to send home.
I talk to Kales and she misses me and wants me to come home sooner to eat dinner with her and her family, and to go to the movies. And being missed by someone who hardly knows me makes me feel great.
I have a nice warm relaxing shower which can always make my day better. accompanied with a nice shave.
I go and watch the Village with Kelly, Dustin, Darcie and Snoop in the background. Good movie. always a plus in my book.
And now....although I just listed 10 or so good things from today. It still all feels incomplete and I dont know why. I wish I did.
Maybe I'm just at that point in my life where I'm just looking for something more to hold on to or more of a meaning.
......Maybe I just need March to come faster......