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I don't know what in hell is happening.
I'm here in some bar, but my mind is useless in remembering names of those who I've met. Have I had this problem for a long time? I've taken to writing everything down, as little as that helps it spares some of the confusion, for the others at least. I'm still confused beyond belief, though not as paranoid as I was before.
It's irritating that some things stay on my mind while others are completely forgotten. I have no choice about what stays, what goes. I don't know if I'm better off or worse off than before or what.
At least I do still remember waking up on that airship. I can't get that moment out of my mind. There was this female. I thought she was trying to kill me, or at least drug me with something. Something was off about that, though, something didn't make sense. It was as if... I'd met her before.
Have I harmed a possible ally? Or was that some effect of the drugs? Was she an enemy? Is she hunting me now?
If I could only put names to these faces...