Ohhhh Back....
Yep! I am back from an exhausting, yet great few days working! It was great spending time with Kyle and Jamie working, but now I am back at home. Back to my lonely and depressed daily routine. It is weird how if I am pulled from my environment even for just a day or two I feel great, then as soon as I am back here I am this way again. I hate it. I swear it is a curse.
Who can I rely on?
That is something I have come to realize is a hard answer to figure out. I thought that my best friend was someone I could rely on, but come to find out that is not true. Not even my best friend can be relied on to be there for me when I need them. One simple request, to spend time to talk with them, and I am not even given that opportunity. It has been nearly 2 weeks since I have seen them, and they have no decency to even make 30 minutes to spend with me and talk. How rude is that? Cancel on me 2 times, tell me different things all the time, but when it is convenient for them, then they will be able to do something they want.
I am going to my psychologist on Friday. I am hoping that she will give me a referral to the mental health physician at school taht I went to last year that can give me medication again. I really want to be on something. These swings are really taking a toll on me. I don't know how I am going to feel when I wake up. It is killer. Argh! Yea!
Not a happy Mikey today. Lonely Mikey. Sad Mikey.. Yea.. My usual tone to this thing. I have realized that that is how I am always writing on here, and if you read this then you expect to hear that! So PHTTT!! Argh....
West Wing was good tonight. Not sure how I like the end of it, but it was still good. I am glad I was able to stay up and watch it. I have been so tired. Lately. Tomorrow night is going to be another late night. Marc and I are going to see Glen Phillips at the Middle East. Then on Friday night it is Jump Little Children at the Met Cafe then Hex Hector at Kamp! How cool!!!
Yay!!
Talk to you lazy booo's later
Mikey
Oh yea JAMIE SNORES AND MOO'S!!!!! LoL Had to repeat myself...
Who can I rely on?
That is something I have come to realize is a hard answer to figure out. I thought that my best friend was someone I could rely on, but come to find out that is not true. Not even my best friend can be relied on to be there for me when I need them. One simple request, to spend time to talk with them, and I am not even given that opportunity. It has been nearly 2 weeks since I have seen them, and they have no decency to even make 30 minutes to spend with me and talk. How rude is that? Cancel on me 2 times, tell me different things all the time, but when it is convenient for them, then they will be able to do something they want.
I am going to my psychologist on Friday. I am hoping that she will give me a referral to the mental health physician at school taht I went to last year that can give me medication again. I really want to be on something. These swings are really taking a toll on me. I don't know how I am going to feel when I wake up. It is killer. Argh! Yea!
Not a happy Mikey today. Lonely Mikey. Sad Mikey.. Yea.. My usual tone to this thing. I have realized that that is how I am always writing on here, and if you read this then you expect to hear that! So PHTTT!! Argh....
West Wing was good tonight. Not sure how I like the end of it, but it was still good. I am glad I was able to stay up and watch it. I have been so tired. Lately. Tomorrow night is going to be another late night. Marc and I are going to see Glen Phillips at the Middle East. Then on Friday night it is Jump Little Children at the Met Cafe then Hex Hector at Kamp! How cool!!!
Yay!!
Talk to you lazy booo's later
Mikey
Oh yea JAMIE SNORES AND MOO'S!!!!! LoL Had to repeat myself...