And I want to believe you when you tell me it will be ok...
It is amazing how much more help people that are not related will give you compared to people that are your blood family!!
I have been talking to Rich's mom a lot about my car and she has been so helpful!! She has got me in contact with her niece at the Law Department of Providence City Hall to get my claim processed and to try to get help with that. She has talked to her exhusband in order to try to see if she can get my windshield fixed for me for less money then the estimates I have been looking at lately ($500 just for the windshield!!!). I owe her so much for the help that she has been giving me! I am going at 12:00 to talk to him about my window.
I find it funny how my own family gives me no support. My father is a failure to me. He seems to never be able to give me any help with anything. I ask for the simplest things and no I get nothing. I have given up on them!! It seems like the more I try to seek their assistance, the more they push me away. No wonder I can't stand them. Ohhhh... This is why I have been in counseling for 1 1/2 years!!
It is not surprising to me that I embrace my friends the way most people embrace their family. My friends are understanding, caring, loving, honest, respectful, selfless, and they love me for me. My family is cold, selfish, uncaring, do not show love, talk behind each other's backs, and are very insensitive. My counselor says that my way of dealing with my family is connecting with friends, making them my family, and taking them in with all of my heart. I believe that is why I have got so close to Rich's family. They made me feel home. I value that. Even with the breakup, I am treated the same. They treat me like I am one of them. Rich has had a hard time in his life, but one thing he has is a caring family. Even if it doesnt always show, it is there. And he has brought me into that and I know him and how he is, and he will never let me go, nor will his family. He is like a brother to me (umm yea incest in that case!!) because I can talk to him about anything... cry in front of him... he makes me feel loved, and we still have our fights.. go figure!! I hope that one day he meets a boy that will love him with all of their heart! He deserves it! In the meantime, I am proud of him for how good of a friend he has been to me even after everything we have gone through.
Yesterday I went to Newbury Comics and bought the new Something Corporate CD, North. It is a great CD, and if you act now, its only $6.99!!! I highly recommend it.
Okay I am off... Be back in a bit!!!!
-Mikey Poo Dinkles
I have been talking to Rich's mom a lot about my car and she has been so helpful!! She has got me in contact with her niece at the Law Department of Providence City Hall to get my claim processed and to try to get help with that. She has talked to her exhusband in order to try to see if she can get my windshield fixed for me for less money then the estimates I have been looking at lately ($500 just for the windshield!!!). I owe her so much for the help that she has been giving me! I am going at 12:00 to talk to him about my window.
I find it funny how my own family gives me no support. My father is a failure to me. He seems to never be able to give me any help with anything. I ask for the simplest things and no I get nothing. I have given up on them!! It seems like the more I try to seek their assistance, the more they push me away. No wonder I can't stand them. Ohhhh... This is why I have been in counseling for 1 1/2 years!!
It is not surprising to me that I embrace my friends the way most people embrace their family. My friends are understanding, caring, loving, honest, respectful, selfless, and they love me for me. My family is cold, selfish, uncaring, do not show love, talk behind each other's backs, and are very insensitive. My counselor says that my way of dealing with my family is connecting with friends, making them my family, and taking them in with all of my heart. I believe that is why I have got so close to Rich's family. They made me feel home. I value that. Even with the breakup, I am treated the same. They treat me like I am one of them. Rich has had a hard time in his life, but one thing he has is a caring family. Even if it doesnt always show, it is there. And he has brought me into that and I know him and how he is, and he will never let me go, nor will his family. He is like a brother to me (umm yea incest in that case!!) because I can talk to him about anything... cry in front of him... he makes me feel loved, and we still have our fights.. go figure!! I hope that one day he meets a boy that will love him with all of their heart! He deserves it! In the meantime, I am proud of him for how good of a friend he has been to me even after everything we have gone through.
Yesterday I went to Newbury Comics and bought the new Something Corporate CD, North. It is a great CD, and if you act now, its only $6.99!!! I highly recommend it.
Okay I am off... Be back in a bit!!!!
-Mikey Poo Dinkles