well i did it...i bailed. this is where ive been.
http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/20/stud/well-oscillator-410718/ at some point throughout my draining stint as a professional poker player i somehow managed to capture a little interest from its community, and was asked to do a Q&A. some of the questions are poker related, some life related, some a combination of both, and some arent questions at all but merely reminders of a hot young upstart whos bypassed his prime and now lives life as RC cola in a pepsi generation. you couldda had it all...you couldda BEEN somebody. now youre just a scrap of poo smudged looseleaf paper fluttering along the digital expressway. die!
obviously i dont expect anyone to bother skimming through it, especially since i haunt this place with zero consistency, but thats where ive been and it answers a lot of questions. there are pictures????
once upon a time i vowed never to speak of poker in my livejounaling because it IS boring, and pretty misunderstood, but mostly boring, however i wound up not journaling at all, so the deal's off.
as of now im living in a studio 1/2 a block away from my old apartment of 5 or so years, im still playing poker as a full time job ( ill get a little more specific later ), while struggling to balance all the things i want to do and enjoy doing. i still really want to pursue music, but each undisciplined year that goes by makes that seem a lot less likely. can you see where my problems lay? goddammit man get it together!
thats twice ive blasphemed in one post...oh dear.
love from brandon