keep the beat close
Consider this a catch up. I am in Los Angeles. My life has progressed like you wouldn't believe. Most of my entries are private or friends only by now. There are reasons for that but none worth my time anymore.
So there are people in my life who I just can't figure out. Those who beat to a drum in sync with mine yet, there is no way to figure them out. Why is everyone blind to fate but me?
I am filled with patterns. Everything thinks i'm so fucking random but the truth is that I know everything I'm going to do in every moment and therefore I am the easiest to predict. For myself.
I've been thinking about worlds a lot lately....About how mine is mine and you're merely in it. Is that egotistical? Fact: Without me there would be no you to me. Therefore without me would you exist? no. in your world yes, in mine no.
So many choices and changes in our lives affect us for years to come.
Boys are on my mind,
I'm nice to him for no fucking reason. Maybe is selfish, I want to be the mature one. Kill him with kindness you know? But at the same time I kick my own ass because it's stupid.
Okay, I need to think... drawing's the game. Doit.
So there are people in my life who I just can't figure out. Those who beat to a drum in sync with mine yet, there is no way to figure them out. Why is everyone blind to fate but me?
I am filled with patterns. Everything thinks i'm so fucking random but the truth is that I know everything I'm going to do in every moment and therefore I am the easiest to predict. For myself.
I've been thinking about worlds a lot lately....About how mine is mine and you're merely in it. Is that egotistical? Fact: Without me there would be no you to me. Therefore without me would you exist? no. in your world yes, in mine no.
So many choices and changes in our lives affect us for years to come.
Boys are on my mind,
I'm nice to him for no fucking reason. Maybe is selfish, I want to be the mature one. Kill him with kindness you know? But at the same time I kick my own ass because it's stupid.
Okay, I need to think... drawing's the game. Doit.